I am becoming a clingy person I loathe myself so much, yesterday after arguing with cole I stay awake the whole night thinking he'll come to talk with me but guess what he never did. I hate him sometimes because he acts like a douchebag I feel like I am the only one missing him. Whatever I am sick of waiting and I am gonna go up and beat some sense to his head. My idea of marrying him flew away yesterday and l am scared to ask him now, I am scared I'll push him away.
I reach his floor and enter his apartment, there are empty beers and leftover pizza his place looks like a mess. I pick up all the clothes and start cleaning up. I know it's been hard for him but he needs to stop being miserable.
"Cole"
"Cole are you in there?"
"Cole"
I am met with silence I open his door and see him laying on his bed staring at the ceiling. He doesn't look my way when I approach him.
"Cole are you okay?"
"Go away ly am not in the mood "
"What's wrong?"
