Our departure is tomorrow, am not excited to go in Canada and meet some new friends. Before we left I decided to say goodbye to Doc. Simon and I will not tell my parents also i am ready to face the fact that i am like this and it will not hurt my love ones.
I went to church first,. before I go to the clinic,. asked for guidance and gratitude to our Lord,but my biggest wish is to get rid of my illness i will wake up as if nothing else and live normally.
I was praying... and suddenly noticed something around me as if someone was looking at me, I stopped praying and suddenly I heard the sound of a loss again... I shouted Lord I am your son who is willing to sacrifice for you!!! please stop my suffering and I want to rest...!!! and immediately a churchgoer approached me and he said hey!! you are disturbing others!!.. praying... is there a problem??(Angry)
I suddenly thought that I was over acting too much ... and I laughed out loud as if I was going crazy .. because i realized the sound disappeared and as if something had changed in me I felt better.. i just say no,. nothing the Lord is with me and hug him...then he say to me Crazy dog!!! then i barked in front of him Aw!!aw!! grrr!! sound crazy but i do that hahaha!!
I thought that even though that person was angry with me, he was sent by the lord to remove what I was hearing.,
5:00PM we meet,. me and Doc. Simon talk about what we do if ever its happen again,.
Henry : Doc. i was crying last night but think I'm Ok., I just prayed for what would happen to me in another country .. but I was worried that we would not be seen again and I would not be guided first you are my second father doc. and I thank you..
(Doc. tapped me and said..)
Doc. Simon : that is how you think well .. honestly you are not good yet but it is better for you to think of good things than to think about the negatives around you... in case it comes out again don't be shy to approach me just call me or message me.
Henry : thank you Doc. Simon
(and I told him what happened at church earlier before I went to his clinic)
Doc laughed so hard and me,. and he said,. I should have bitten the man hahaha.. and suddenly thought while Doc Simon and I were talking that I wish he would have been my father..by the way Doc. and his beautiful wife have eight children's .. the number is too much so maybe he knows children like me.
When I got home, I saw that our belongings were packed and ready to go to Canada, my parents are very busy arranging our wagons.. I feel safe if my parents do not want to treat me .. there is Doc who is willing to support me,.so I am ready to go to Canada and study there and make my dreams come true.
and when I went up the stairs I saw my brother Choi floating ??