Pinkish flowers, red flaming leaves, pearly green sea... I wanted to see this world.
I was lost and confused, I wanted to find Liana Cain back. I needed some time alone seeing the world and when I returned, maybe I would become a more mature and stronger self. I realized I was just a sheltered girl all along, living under the wings of my family and the the wings of Sebastian.
I decided to go travelling. Leave Arerin.
Since I was such a rich lady now (no matter what I said, Sebastian was determined to give me his fortune), travelling around the continent wasn't a problem. And as a distinguished and educated lady, of course I would not run away from home and go travelling by myself like some of the heroines in novels.