My memories were blurry of the time after the gods had captured me. I blamed that partly on the shock of seeing the dead bodies of my family and partly on the tortures the gods put me through. Even though my memories were blurry and incomplete I was sure the god of order was never responsible for the massacre of my family nor my torture.
Because he appeared just as the gods decided to stop the torture and kill me.He was furious at that time. He believed that the acts of the gods were against order, not honorable. He was never a supporter of starting the wars to occupy the beasts' lands. Even I as a member of the beast heard of that. He believed the killing of my family as against order. We did not deserve such a punishment.
