I was just staring at the ceiling without any thoughts. My mind is completely blank.
I was not able to get any sleep at all. It seems like my sleepiness is being sucked up by some monstrous slumber demon.
It's already past twelve in the midnight.
I gave my words to Eldora to wake me up when it's already time for dinner, but when she did, I just sent her away and I did not went down to eat also.
I don't know why, but my guts is telling me that I should get away here as soon as possible.
I feel like I'm just being homesicked but I also feel like this is not just some petty and empty intuition.
I tried to keep my eyes shut to at least know if I could still sleep.
I stayed like that for the whole time. I cleared my mind to help me sleep, but that did not help also.
It seems that my mind and my intuition is going off. They are compromising with each other to keep me wide awake.
Damn.
