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Chapter 14 - Chapter 14

jimin's POV

''wow, what brought you here, our pure and innocent star ''  i heard a familiar voice say, and i felt sick by hearing him. 

''eh? you're the one who makes good cakes ''  tae said surprised 

'' oh? you are the guy yoongi brought the other day, you are gorgeous , he has good taste ''  hoseok  said giving the wine he was holing to the the girl he was with which i assume is his girlfriend.

i grabbed tae's  hands pulling  him  ''Taehyung  let's  go ''    '' it's been a long time , why not catch up '' hoseok said smirking and grabbed me by my shoulders 

i grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and i kicked his crotch, and went back to tae hearing  his curse. i am mad at him because i planned all this for tae's birthday and it was supposed to be fun but he ruined it 

" jimin, what's going on '' taehyung asked curious about what had just happen, i knew he had a lot of questions  but  i didn't fell like it just yet

''i can tell you about it next time,  i'm tired, i wanna go home . don't ask ok ? '' i said to him.

Time skip (taehyung  p o v)

i entered my  house and turned the lights on ready to go sleep after everything that had just happen

''you smell of alcohol and tobacco. where the fuck did you go '' jungkook voice boomed  and i was surprised not expecting him to be here this night 

"speak! '' jungkook yelled standing up walking up to me and i didnt answer so he    grabbed me by my chin forcefully.

''Tell me! where the fuck did you go! ''

Where did I go? I was celebrating my birthday! Jungkook do you ever remember my birthday, I thought to myself I didn't even do anything wrong so why is he treating me like this

"I want to night View! Are you satisfied? " I yelled at him

"Night View? you went to a bar,taehyung is that a kind of place you should be?

"why shouldn't I be there? I'm an adult, I can go wherever I want it's none of your business "I yelled proud of myself for finally standing up to him

"none of my business? then whose business is it?yoongi's? " Jungkook said looking at me with disgust.

"anyone except you! "I explain loudly

Jungkook raised his hands up in a fist to punch me and I was scared so I moved back to the wall

Bang!!!

He hit the wall and I am thankful he didn't hit my stomach or my face

"none of my business? Kim taehyung, say it again I dare you huh? " jungkook mocked.

"you listen carefully ! jeon jungkook! stay out of my life! it's none of your business, I can go wherever I want, night view is just the beginning um, I will even go to seduction tomorrow "I sassed

"Good for you, " Jungkook said before smashing his lips against mine.

"Mmm , let go of me "I said in between the kiss "no way! " jungkook said going to my neck to give me hickeys

"Ow,it hurts "

"you deserve it! Go to seduction If you want " jungkook said before taking off my jacket "I've known you for this long, and I have never seen you this seductive, you wore this to night View '' jungkook continued

"Jungkook, what do you expect me to wear, a shirt? " i sassed

"shut up! "he said I was about to tear my clothes " jeon jungkook, it's my birthday gift! " I said stop him

" gift! from whom " jungkook inquired

"none of your fucking business"

"come again "

"none of your bu... " jungkook kissed me before I can complete what I was saying

"come again" I pushed him before saying it again

"none of your bu... what's wrong with you? "

"taehyung,I'm asking you, who sent this to you "he said pointing to what I was wearing

" none of your fucking business ! stay out of it! "

"wow, you're so bold today "

"yes but not only today I'll be bold every day from now on "I sassed but before I knew it jungkook took me to the bedroom and threw me on the bed pushing himself on me.

" stop! I don't want to sleep with you! " "with who then?yoongi? " jungkook fired back angrily

"he's not like you! I exclaimed "right, He's not like me. does he make you happy in bed? "

"will you make you a slut? " jungkook said hurting my feelings "oh... in your eyes I'm just a slut, jungkook have you ever if even loved me? even just a tiny bit? " i asked crying he couldn't even answer you just stared at me for a while and started taking off my clothes forcefully "jungkook ... Did you ever love me? I want answers! "

I didn't get his answer. what I got what is hit again and again, the hurt becomes worse and my desperation becomes deeper. I just want to hear those three words on my last birthday even if it's a lie. Jungkook never spend a night at my house he always comes and leaves in a hurry, this house is my prison.

"don't go, okay? "I said hugging jungkook from the back

"please don't go.... Jungkook I didn't ask for anything for 3 years, just for today, Stay With Me, will you? "

" I... "jungkook was interrupted by a call to his phone

This ringtone... It's baekhyun, jungkook set it 3 years ago and never changed it , he can't pick it up or he will leave

"don't, don't answer it,don't leave me! "I begged jungkook

"let me go! " he said "no! "I cried "Taehyung let go! " "jungkook !jungkook! No! No! "

"don't forget what I said, you're just a tool for me " he said pushing the ground before picking up the phone

"Hello baekhyun"he said smiling and changing his tone immediately "jungkook,I sprained my ankle? can you come to the hospital? "I heard baekhyun say through the phone.

"is it that bad? Which hospital? I'll be right there you just wait for me "jungkook said hanging up the phone and turning to leave

I don't have that much time to see him before I leave this world. I ran in front of him trying to stop him from leaving

"Jungkook don't leave! " "get out of my way" jungkook yelled "no! jungkook , I beg you stay with me tonight! "

"No, baekhyun got hurt. he's at the hospital, you be good! go back to bed! " "what if I don't let you go "I said "baekhyun is hurt " he yelled "it's just a sprained ankle "I yelled back

"Youre fine while he is suffering from a sprained ankle so he needs me more "

"Jeon jungkook! I'm dying! "

"nice try, taehyung, that's a lame lie to make me stay with you. even if you were really dyng, it wouldn't be as important as baekhyun's sprained ankle " .

his words hurt so much something is piercing into my heart, my ears a buzzing, my body seems to be flying away

"Jungkook, I'm dying. just tell me you love me please! I beg of you, it's the last time I ask something from you it won't happen again,You can lie to me jungkook lie to me!!! " As I watch him leave my house

"it's time to end all this, this house ,this prison, goodbye I'm never coming back " I said taking my suitcase and making my way to jimin's house.

"it's so late. what are you doing with such a big suitcase? " jimin said yawning

"you help me keep it for some days"

"what are you going to do"jimin asked

"Jimin I have woken up from my dream "I said hugging him

"I'm going to somewhere I can see the ocean "I said smiling