"I am hurt, broken and angry on myself, but you will never understand cause you never tried..."
~ Bellatrix
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B E L L A
I wake up feeling huge amount of water thrown on me. I quickly open my eyes. I find Jaxon and Dylan laughing their ass's off. I glare at them. They hold their laughter. I get off the bed annoyed.
"What was that for? "I said to them glaring.
"That was hilarious. "Dylan say holding back their laughter.
"Now be ready for the school, sleeping beauty. We don't have to be late at the first day. "Jaxon said smirking widely.
I groan but eventually left for bathroom. After wearing my uniform, I glance at my reflection last time. My skin is pale. And my blue eyes are twinkling. I glare at my image. You are spoiled brat. Huh? I sigh. Yeah I know I am. Grabbing my bag I left towards living room before my stupid brain starts arguing.
Everyone are already waiting for me. I immediately finish my breakfast. And start following my rest of my siblings. I sit between Stella and jaxon, while Dylan is driving, alessa is beside him. I check my message cause the ride is silent.
"Are you nervous? "Dylan ask me glancing the side mirror.
"That is not new for me. "I scowl at them.
"Really, this Stella is nerd if you font know yet. She always afraid to get in the school. But you are badass one. I am proud of you. "Said Alessa. I chuckles at her.
"If something happen then tell to us directly. "Jaxon said to me.
"You don't have to baby me. I can take care of myself. "I reply.
They nods not approving of my answer. They think I can't handle people. You guys are wrong. I smirk at them.
"Just make sure no one piss me off. "I say to them. Alessa look at me with shock.
"That's right will told me lots about her. "Dylan say.
"Really, I want to know it too. "Alessa ask cheerfully.
"Yeah but at lunch. Look we are here."Jaxon replied.
Dylan park his car. After getting off the car they just smirk at other students. Bad boys of the school. I got that. Other kids are glaring at me especially girls. Oh fuck all of you.
"Hey I will meet you at lunch. Bella come I will show you office. "Stella announce. Dylan nod at both of us.
I follow Stella inside the hallways. I know Stella is nerd that's why these students are glancing at me probably wondering. Someone of the boys are mentally undressing me. I glare at them, they flinch at my cold stare. I focus back on Stella. She is beautiful girl. Her brown eyes hold innocence. She is pure like angel. Her dress perfectly suits her. And her long black hair are flowing like rivers. Indeed she get her looks from her mom.
I get snap out from my thoughts when some random boy push Stella on the lockers. Immediately students stop in their track probably enjoying the scene. The boy look at her smirking. He raise his hand and trap Stella between his arms. Immediately got this shit. Typical bully.
"What the hell leave her. "I roar at him before he can touch Stella.
The boys eyes landed on me including other students. The boy glared at me while other student look at me with shock. He is not used to this. I got that. My eyes landed on stellar feared one. She plead me to run away but I shook my head as a no.
"And who is this new chick. "The boy ask me.
I roll my eyes. Grabbing his shoulder I pull him off the Stella, pushing him on the ground. He look at me with shock but replace it with anger. The two other boys help him to stand up. I stand in front of Stella protecting her while looking at that boy.
"How dare you? "The boy spit out angrily.
"I am sorry, jasper. Leave her. Please. "Stella beg him.
I roll my eyes. The boy smirk at me.
"But now its too late stel. " the boy jasper smirk.
"Get lost before I send you to the hospital. "I say.
They boys starts laughing their ass's off. "Really this girl is funny. Boys show her. "Jasper told to his two boy toys.
The boy standing on the right side come towards me. He tried to punch me but I doge it smirking. Within the seconds I punch him on the jaw. I smirk when a sound of breaking bone enter in my ears. The boy fall down clutching his jaw while crying. I move towards jasper but before it the bell ringed.
"Well you are lucky today but I will not leave you next time. "I announce pulling Stella.
She look at me shock. Within a minutes I stop her and told her to left me. I don't want to late her. She disagree but I give her cold look. She didn't have many options left, so she eventually left me. I walk faster to find office, after taking my time table. I start running towards my first class which is sadly maths. I hate maths. While running through the hallways I bump into wall. I fall down on my butt. But when I look up I find a boy on the ground groaning. Oh fuck. I quickly stood up. He too stood up. Glaring me he speak.
"Watch where are you going. "He say clearly angry.
I look at him with shock. When he look at me clearly his eyes widen too. He have blue eyes, pale skin and soft silky brown hair. He is handsome clearly it shows. He look like me. How? What the hell. He is some sort of clone or something. His eyes suddenly soften but he quickly cover it with naughty eyes.
"You are Bellatrix. "He ask knowingly. I look at him with more shock.
"How do you know my name? "I ask. He is stalker or something.
"We will talk later. Let's go we don't have to be late for our first class. "He starts dragging me with him.
"Are we in same class and how do you know if we really are in same class? "I ask matching my speed with his.
"Yeah, I will tell you later. "He said.
I didn't ask him more question. Instead we enter in class at same time but the math teacher let us go because we are new here. I gron sitting on bench next to his. I don't even know his name yet. What is happening to my life. It is turned into mysterious one. No. I want to know surely everyone is hiding something.
"At least tell me who are you and how do you know me? "I ask him.
"Well I am Ace and I know you cause in the morning, teacher showed me photo of you saying that you are new here so we can get our extra class together since you know we join in midterms. "Ace say to me. I nod at him.
But what if he is telling me lie and want to kidnap me. I can't trust him yet. Ace must read my mind cause he pull out his phone showing me my pic . I nod examining his phone.
"Now you get this. "He ask.
"I trust you but when we have the extra classes . "I ask to him.
"After school ends. We have to stay here everyday even we have to attend in weekends. "He explain groaning. I groan too.
"No I thought I Will left early to see the drama. "I said remembering the Xavier.
"Huh. You like dramas. Girls of this days. "He say rolling his eyes.
"I mean by trouble that I created. "I say to him smirking.
"What the bloody shit you did. "He almost yell. I send quick glare when teacher focus on both of us.
"First you are late and second you are talking middle in the class. "She almost yell at me.
"Sorry teacher, she is the one who is disturbing me. "Ace say to teacher.
"Hell you was talking too. "I say defending myself.
"You was asking questions. " ace glare at me.
"You Answered too. "I reply with smirk.
"You-"he start but teacher cut him off in mid-sentence.
"Both of you dentition. "Teacher roar.
"Sorry miss. Hey tell sorry. "Ace glared at me. I shake my head as a no.
"Then detention. Both of you will go to the principal after finishing the school. "Teacher reply and went back to her lecture.
After the class is over. I practically stood up showing all my book in my bag. Grabbing it I start to walk but someone grab my wrist causing me to stop in midway. I look back to find ace. He glare at me. I innocently look at him.
"That's all of your fault. "He glare pushing me back.
"How dare you. "I say gritthing my teeth.
"I got detention due to you, now my mom will kill me. "He say to me pushing me back again.
"You didn't look like the good student rather. "I reply with smirk.
"Whatever I do its for my mom. "He glare at me.
"Moma's boy. "I push his buttons more.
He glare at me. After a little more fight we left to our next class when teacher scold us again. Rest of the day goes easily with no trouble. Now its lunchtime I start walking towards the cafe. Grabbing my food I start finding rest of my siblings or at least ace. But in the middle I got bump into someone emptying all of my food . I find one girl with lots of make up and tight uniform which really shows her breasts along with high. Oh queen bee. I roll my eyes. She practically stood up exposing her self more.
"What the hell, girl. "She angrily roar at me.
"Sorry I didn't see you. "I say to her calming not wanting to beat the shit out off her.
"You bitch. "She said then pull some random boy whose whole face is wrapped with bruise. "Adam look what this bitch did to me. "She say to her boyfriend Adam. The boys eyes lands on me which quickly turn into shock one. I raise my eyebrow at him.
"She is the one who did this. "Adam say pointing at me. Huh? Yeah I remember him. I beat him at the park just a day ago. I smirk at him.
"You look good. Maybe I should give you final touch. "I smirk while his face pales.
Before he can protest Alessa join me glaring at the Barbie in front of me. "Slut, you laid any finger on her. I will kill you. "Alessa said glaring at them.
She pull me with her. She took me to the rest of our siblings while I see few new faces with them. I sit between Dylan and Jaxon. Ugh. Annoying, Dylan offer me his food and took another food for himself. Such a good brother. I mouth him thank you. He just smile at me lovingly. I start eating my food with rest of them.
"Well baby finish all of the food. Okay. "Dylan say to me strictly.
"Hey don't baby me. "I reply to him.
"Who is she? Your new chick. "Someone sitting beside the Alessa ask to Dylan.
"No Justin, she is our baby sister Aliza. "Dylan explain to him.
"Chick yeah whatever. "I say rolling my eyes at Dylan. "How much chick you have? "I ask to Dylan which he respond with glare. I raise my hands in surrender.
"Trust me princess. He change his chicks every week."Jaxon say to me mocking Dylan. I chuckles at his behavior .
"Dylan, don't baby me or I will tell to Xavier about it. "I smirk knowing who rules the house. Dylan gron.
"Finally someone show him his place. "Alessa say high fiving Stella.
"Don't worry Alessa. I can tell him that you have boyfriend. "Dylan say smirking. Alessa zip her mouth.
"Basically we both have a upper hand. "Jaxon say grinning, I grin back.
"Aaa.. These kids. "Dylan dramatically put his hand on his heart.
"Do you hear the rumor that someone broke the jaw of jaspers right hand man. "Justin ask.
"Yeah I heard but I don't know who she is. "Jaxon reply.
I wonder what they are talking about. I think in this school rumors spread more fastly then sound waves. My eyes lands on Stella. His bully is jasper.
"I think that's me. Right Stella. "I ask. Rest of them look at me with pure shock. But Stella nods her head, agreeing with me.
"Seriously. "Jaxon ask. I nod. My eyes lands on Dylan whose face shows no shock instead its full of anger.
"You shouldn't do that. "Dylan roar at me.
"He was bullying Stella. I have my reason. "I say. Defending myself. Dylan just sigh.
"Okay but don't get in trouble next time. "Dylan say.
"Can't promise. "I look at him innocently. He just shook his head in disbelief.
"I know you was known as the school's baddest girl but not here. Of Xavier will know then trust me his punishment is worse then anything. "Dylan explain.
"If you will not tell him than nothing will happen. "I reason him.
"But he have lots of connections to know the truth. "Dylan explain me again. I nod at him.
"Well, let him know. I want to know if he is really scary then my aunt. "I said smirking.
"God this girl. "Dylan mutter breathlessly.
After little chit chat we left for our rest of the classes. I explain Dylan about extra class, he agreed. Though I didn't inform him about detention, they will know eventually. Huh. I have to deal with it later. After finishing my school I went to my extra class. I found ace sitting on the last bench. I ignore him and sit on the first bench. Pulling my books I completed my assignment since I don't have anything to do. After an hour my eyes lands on the bench besides me, where ace is sitting studying his books. Leather jacket and badass outfit didn't match this scene. Who I am to judge him. After a while teacher enter and explain us few topis for two hours. Now its finally time to go home. But detention. I gron and finish my work with ace. After completing our work we head outside.
I find no one to pick me up so I start moving towards my home with the help of Google maps. But as I walk I hear horns everynow and then. I look back to find, blue Bugatti. What is the problem of this dude. I walk towards the cars towards the drivers mirror. The mirror open quickly, reveling the one and only Ace. I glare at him.
"What the fuck is your problem. "I ask angrily. He look at me innocently.
"Nothing I am just enjoying my ride. "He reply with smirk.
I am about to punch him but I didn't lose my cool. I clam myself down and start walking towards my home again but suddenly I felt rain drops on me. I quickly run towards the shop. Standing there I look at the blue Bugatti stand near me. The window open again.
"Do you want ride. " ace ask smirking.
I immediately got this. I glare at him. He just chuckles and drive off. I stood there helplessly. I lost my way. I wish of aunt or dexter is here then it must be better. I curse myself for getting in trouble. If I had control on my anger then I never have to see this nightmare. But still I think if I was good girl then also they want me basically. My fault.
Suddenly a car stops in front of me gaining my attention. The window roll down reveling Xavier . wow what a luck. He order me to get in. I sit on the passenger seat opening the door. I quickly mouth him thank you. he looks tired through he hide it well. His hairs are messed while his suit is still perfect. He look at me quick raising his eyebrow then again focusing on the road. I bit my lower lip. Shit. What I am going to do.
"Why are you standing here and where is Dylan? "He ask me.
"I was having extra class so I told them to pick me later. "I reply.
"Then where are they. "He ask again.
"Actually they told me to call them but I didn't have their numbers saved. "I told him nervously while rubbing my neck. It was true through. He nods at me. Pulling my phone he save few numbers in it. He also saved his number too.
"Well why you got dentition. "He ask still focused on the road in front of him.
Oh crap. He already know. It means he also know about jasper. Shit. Shit. I mentally curse. But why I am panicking I have to live with them forever. Nothing to hide. Fuck. Fuck. When I didn't reply he ask me again but this time with more dominance. I gron. I hate males.
"I am going to forgive you this time but make sure it didn't happen next time. "He order me. I nods looking away through the mirror.
Why I feel very different around him. What he really was back then. Why I am wondering. I will never get to know him.
After few minutes we entre in our home. He park the car. I open the door following him inside. My eyes lands on will who stood up quickly seeing me. I offer him small smile. He Match his smile with me.
"I was waiting for you. "Will say. I mouths him sorry.
Xavier nods at his brother, then leaving both of us alone. I glare at his back from behind. What he consider himself. Why everyone listen his orders.
"Don't glare at me. Young kid. "Xavier say without looking back. I quickly look away.
When I look again he is already gone. I sit on the sofa sighing. Will chuckle at me.
"I know he is bossy but he care for us. "Will reply, sitting beside me.
"It doesn't look like it. "I say.
"Don't worry he is good. "He reply. "How was your school? "He ask again.
"It was okay but you know that Felix say to me that Dylan have lots of chicks. I didn't get it though. "I reply thinking about it.
"Huh really. "Xavier ask coming back in living room sitting beside me. Oh great. I nod at him simply.
"I will take care about it. "Xavier reply nodding at me.
After a while I went back to my room. Pulling out my notes I almost study for an hour to make sure I learn everything. After three hours I completed my studies. I glance at my clock. Its almost need night. I gron and went to the dinning table. Everyone is already here. Talking and laughing loudly. However I didn't see Dylan nor Xavier. Where are they. I ignore other things, Felix steal my few chocolate.I glare and took all of his chocolates. He look at me with pout but I ignore him again.
After dinner I went back to my room. Putting black leggings and sports top with headphones I starts practicing for little defense moves that was taught to me before I leave my aunt house.
Punch
Twist
Kick
Punch
Twist
Kick
Punch
Punch
Kick
I repeat my moves again and again but suddenly my headphones are pulle out from my head. I look up only to find Dylan. Huh. He is wrapped with bandages. What happen to him. I look at him confused.
"What happen Dylan? "I ask. He glare at me.
"The hell happen. Why did you say to him about it. "He ask to me pushing me on the nearby wall and pinning me on it. I raise my eyebrows.
"What I don't know what you are talking about. "I reply to him honestly.
"You told to Xavier about our secret. "He look at me angrily.
Secret. Oh I got that. Shit.
"You mean by that chick one. "I ask.
He nod at me.
"I didn't tell him. I was talking to will and he just heard us. "I reply to him.
He glare at me. It clearly shows that he is angry.
"Sorry bro. I just didn't got what you meant by so i ask to will about it. "I reply. He sigh calming himself down. He put his forehead on mine and look at me. "Sorry sis, I just lost my cool. "He apologize. I nod at him. With that he left but before closing the door he smirk.
"But I will take my revenge."