✨Andi✨
I miss Yuri. Why can't I just move one from him? I should just stop asking because the answer was never there, or I was just too oblivious to act on it. It's not like he confessed his undying love for me when we had sex in my room or anything, it was just me. Plain stupid, simple.
I was envious of how happy Natalie and Zion were when I saw them in Macau, that will never be me. I can never have a normal relationship with someone. Not until I give up on this vengeance I have.
Alo had been a good company throughout the whole Sanchez thing. He asked me once or twice about Black Rose but I'm not ready to pull him in my mess. Although he was willing to help me all the way, I'm still unsure if this was what I wanted. Only Isiah, Uno, and Sin know about me being Black Rose and I'd like to keep it that way. The less Alo knows the better.
