This chapter is (R-18)
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✨Andi ✨
Yuri was fuming, this is why we kept Alex's situation from him. Me being stupid, told him how I feel about him last night. Stupid ecstasy and that stupid Doctor and those stupid Sanchez's men and stupid me!
I hate myself for being honest when I'm high. Why can't I just be reckless or be the grim reaper when I'm stoned instead of being damn fúcking honest.
Alex knows about my love-hate relationship with his brother. He doesn't approve of me being this cruel to Yuri but hey, suck it up Laskin ghost. He played along when I flirted with him, there was nothing he could do but to play along though. In the ensemble, you owe that someone who saved you your entire fúcking life. In my case, it was Isiah and Uno and in Alex's, it was me he owes.
