Hey guys I'm sorry for my late update I hope you guys are safe and well. As for me I'm fine just nervous a lot because my exam result is coming out on Tuesday. I have anticipated this day and it's almost here and now I don't know to react to it. Well let's just keep our fingers cross and hope for the best I love you guys so much and once again thank you for taking your time to read my book, it literally means so much and your comments have given me motivation to write more thank you so much.
Love Empress.
I sat there in the car, waiting for Jai to say something. After a few seconds he pulled the dark glass and greeted me with his sweet smile.
"Are we here? Why can't I see out the glass anymore?" I asked him trying to see through the dark window.
"The window can change from light to dark and completely dark so you can't see outside. Jake asked for this be personally installed in the car for tonight and for this exact moment. He doesn't want to ruin the surprised." Jai said.
"Now are you ready to go?" Jai asked.
After hearing the question, I started to feel nervous almost instaneously.
"I guess so." I said quietly rubbing my hands together.
Jai closed the dark glass and I heard nothing afterwards.
"The place is very quiet where are we actually? Hopefully Jai didn't kidnap me." My subconscious began to asked.
After a few seconds Jai opened the door and I still couldn't see behind him.
"Can you close your eyes please?" Jai asked
This only made me more paranoid but I did it still. I closed my eyes and turned towards his direction.
"Now give me your hands." Jai said.
I hesitated a little and gave him my hands after a few seconds of thinking more paranoid thoughts.
He held my hands and help me out.
"Hey it's okay be nervous but you're literally shaking relax I'm not going to kidnap you." Jai said with a chuckled.
"Ha funny that's what they all say." I said still closing my eyes.
He helped me out the car and I stood still and awaited his next instruction. He then released my hands and told me too opened my eyes as I heard him moving around me.
I slowly opened my eyes and I was shocked. I was standing at the entrance of a beautifully decorated pathway. But as I look around we were surrounded with beautiful plants and a vast amount of breathtaking flowers. I was completely amazed at how bright the lights made the flower's petals. It had candles leading the pathway, with petals of rose for me to walk on. I turned to face Jai to see him only smiling widely and gesturing me to go on. I turned back and gently place my feet on the petals.
"What are we playing now Cinderella? Walk quickly I'm starving." My subconscious said.
Sometimes I wonder if my subconscious were to be a person I would have probably commit murder or suicide by now. I decided to walk faster and follow the path way. I stopped when I saw a rose with a paper wrapped around it; I picked it up and unwrapped it.
"I can't wait to see you my love." The paper stated; making me blush a little too much.
I continued down the pathway and admired the beautiful flowers that I'm pretty sure I have never seen before. They were blue, purple green, red, white and even orange flowers long side the candles which only made it more breathtaking. I began to wonder how did he know I love nature so much; I can't remember telling him that I did.
"Angel must have told him and even help him orchestrated this date and the beautiful decoration." I thought to myself.
I came to a stop when there was a large gate that was opened and beautifully decorated with lights and ribbons that only contributed to its majestic looks. There at the entrance laid another rose with the same type of wrapping again. I picked it up and unwrapped it.
"Take a left turn and I will be waiting for you there my love." It stated which brought all my nerves right back again.
I calm myself down a little by taking a deep breath and look down at myself and started to feel ugly again. Nevertheless, there was no turning back now. I held the two roses together along with the papers and took the left turned. My anxiety began to raised rapidly and I held my breath, but to my surprise I came to another stop when the candles ended and it there were few flower plants blocking my path with their very thick flowers that look like a wall that was from the ground and about 10feet upwards. It was really nice it had mix colors of blue white and pink flowers.
"Did he give me the wrong direction or he doesn't know direction?" my subconscious questioned.
I sighed and was about to turned around but saw a rose bracing against the flower pot. This only made me smile, I picked it up and like all the others I unwrapped it and read it.
"I do know direction my love, all that is left for you to do now is walk right through the flowers that is blocking your path, it's not a wall. Hurry up I miss you already." It stated which only made my smile grew larger.
I took one last deep breath and I stepped through the flowers and immediately stopped in my track. I blinked a few times just to make sure I wasn't dreaming the candles continues the path way, there was more flowers but these were all red and had white lights around them and their fragrance were so sweet which made the mood more romantic and made me felt nostalgic. I began to slowly walk along the path, but I realized as I pass the candle they were no longer lighting and pathway became dark behind me. With not much thought as to why did they out I continued.
I smiled as I saw Jake standing a little distance away with his back facing my direction. I walked a little more and stop a few steps away from him. He was wearing a black shirt and blue jean. Which I'm thankful for, because I thought he would have probably dressed as formal as Jai and I did not and I would have definitely feel so embarrassed. He then turned around and his green eyes looked captivating in the dark. His hair was neatly comb but a little felt slightly above his eyes. His jawline looked more prefect than ever while his lips looked pink and kissable. He was a perfectly made human in my eyes and I couldn't help but smile as he walked closer to me.
I was becoming more nervous with every other step he made. I don't know why he makes me feel so vulnerable at times. He has so much power over me. He stopped a few inches away from me and I felt like my knees would have gave out, why am I feeling so nervous? He took the roses from hands and place it next to the others. Then took my hands in his huge ones compared to mine. I looked at him and he came a little closer and kiss me and nervousness left my body instaneously.
"I know you're nervous, it's okay I'm not going to kidnap you nor hurt you." He said with a sweet smile.
"Don't they all say that?" I said smile.
"You really cute. What took you so long, I missed you and I'm starving as well." he asked.
"Made me walked a damn long ass way and I thought you gave me the wrong direction almost making me wanna just turned back and go home." I said pretending to be angry which I know I was failing at.
"So I take it that your provocation makes me think that you don't like how beautiful I made this place for you." He said with some sad eyes.
Omg how cuter can this guy get? I tiptoe and kiss him and placed my hands around his neck pulled him closer.
"Of course I love it babe." I said releasing him.
He smiled and I blushed.
"Okay let's save all the romance for later the food is getting cold and I know you're always hungry so let's go eat." Jake said with a chuckle.
"So what if I'm always hungry, I love food." I said pouting.
"Come on babe let's eat." Jake said as he gestured to a nearby blanket with a huge basket.
I sat there with him; the blanket was so soft and comfy it even had pillows.
"Are we sleeping here?" I asked.
"Well that won't be problem with me if you want too we can." Jake said taking out plates from the basket.
"Why such a big basket?" I asked curiously.
"As I said I know my babe love to eat a lot." He said while taking out other boils with other food I assume.
I smiled at his response.
He took out my food for me but didn't take for himself. He then came closer and opened his leg and pull me closer to him. Now I was in between his leg; which made me feel super cute. He then took the food and rest it in my hands.
"What are you doing?" I asked smiling.
"Feeding my baby, what else do you think I'm doing?" he said giving me quick kiss in my lips.
I think I might get diabetes he is being too sweet, I blushed and he took the spoon with food and place it in my mouth. I opened my mouth and allow the spoon to enter but not much got in.
"Babe your mouth is so small it can't hold nothing too big." Jake with a small chuckled.
"What's that supposed to mean?" I said knowing exactly what exactly he meant by that.
He wiggled his eyebrows and I blushed.
I picked on the spoon and feed him instead. We continued to feed each other for a while until Jake was filled but my long and big ass stomach wasn't.
"See why I said you love to eat?" Jake said chuckling a little while he rinses his mouth with water.
I blushed and finished off eating and rinsed my mouth as well. After doing all of that I still sat between Jake's leg and just stare at him who was already staring at me.
"You full now? It has a lot of snack there as well." Jake said smiling.
I smiled but didn't say anything just stared at him.
"I have something to ask you." Jake said which made my smile disappear instantly.
"Relax its nothing bad." He assured me.
"Okay go ahead." I said nervously.
He got up and my eyes followed his every move, he walked towards the red roses.
"Can come here please?" he asked.
I got up and walked towards him slowly and stood a few inches away. He then places his hands in his pocket and pulled out a small box.
"Please tell me he is not going to ask me to marry him." My subconscious pleaded.
"No I not asking you to marry." He said with a small chuckled.
I swear he knows how to read my mind at times.
"But it's something like that." He said smiling.
I smiled and awaited his next move. He then opens the box.
"Navin I know we have only known each for a few weeks now and dating for a few weeks as well, but I feel like I have been with you forever and I can't seem to have a life without you beside me. Since I first saw you at school I know you were different. I know you must have heard that before but no one had ever told you a definite answer as to what they mean when they say that you're different. But I can assure you are different from anyone I have ever dated before. Your kindness has touch a soft spot on my heart and your love I yearn for it a lot. I have read book of people talking about how weak love can make you and how much you can love someone to even die for them, I always thought of it as stupid, but when I fell in love with and now at this point I have realized what they actually meant. Seeing you happy brings an unimaginable type of happy that I didn't even know I can feel when I see you. Hearing your voice makes me just want to kiss you. I love you a lot and I promised to love you a lot more at your worst. I don't know if I would always bring you happiness but I know I would try my best to do so. With all of this said I would like to ask you since I didn't ask and you presume we are not dating and even said so to my mother. I would like to ask you if you would do me the honors of having me as your boyfriend." Jake said opening the box.
The box revealed two golden bands with small diamonds on it; that had the word "Yours" engraved on to it with our initials "n.s&J.W" as well.
I was completely lost for words, never in my life did someone did this for me. It so new that I did not know to react nor answer.
"Are you going to answer me?" Jake asked.
"I'm sorry no one has ever done this for me, I'm nothing, I'm just a normal person who can't offer you nothing but myself. I don't think I'm worthy or good enough for you." I said feeling my eyes becoming watery.
"Navin stop bringing yourself down, of course you're good enough, you're more than good enough; in my eyes you're the most prefect human being I have ever laid my eyes on. I don't want anyone else to have you and all I want from you is your love, time, attention and loyalty and for you to say yes at the moment." Jake said smiling.
I smiled.
"Yes I would be honored to be your Jake." I said looking into his green emerald eyes.
"Really?" Jake said smiling widely.
I nodded.
He then took the band out and place it on my hands which was perfect for me. I looked at it and remember the one I have at home which my parents gave me. I don't wear it anymore because every time I see it, it reminds me of the day they died.
"Can you put my own now babe?" Jake asked smiling.
I bushed and took the other band out and place it on his hands. He then held my hands tightly and pulled me closer to him and kiss me with one of the most passionate kiss he has ever given me. Our tongue moves in sync we both fought for dominance but he would always win. Suddenly I felt his hands at my waist and he left me up and put my leg around his waist while he walked with us towards the blanket. We gently place me down on the blanket with our lips still connected. I pulled away for a little air, then stared back into his eyes looking like it had a thousand galaxies lost inside. I then reconnected back our lips and pulled him closer to me and he spread my legs out a little and enter in between and press himself on me like he always did. I ran my hands through his thick hair while hands move from my neck to under my skirt and gently brushing his thumb on my nipple making me breathe hard as my body started to become hot.
I move my hands from his hair to his belly rub up and down as he disconnect our lips and started to kiss my neck and I know he will be leaving marks. I let out a satisfying moan which only made him kiss my neck harder. I was getting a boner and I couldn't help myself from placing my hands on his already hard boner as well. I held it and squeeze it a little which cause him to let out a moan and god help me in this ungodly time he sounds so freaking sexy when he moans. I almost wanted to rip his clothes off.
"Babe stop rubbing me down there or I won't be able to control myself and you're not ready." Jake shaking a little from the amount of pleasure he was getting.
As much I wanted to disagree with him and continued this intimate moment I know he was right. I may want it bad but I know I'm not ready as yet. I stopped and then give him a very deep and passionate kiss.
"I love you babe." I said breathing heavily.
"I love you more." He said rubbing his hands against my face and lips.
The rest of the night we stood there under the night sky and look at the sky and joke around and kissed a lot. I got tired after a few hours of laughing and running around and I wanted to sleep. Jake was also getting tired so decided to head home since I wasn't comfortable sleeping there. He called his driver to pick us up and that was when I remember Jai. But Jake told me he left after dropping me off. His driver arrived the moment we got back to the entrance. Jake opened the door for me and I enter. I was so tired that I rest my head on his shoulder and let the darkness of the night consume me.
Hey guys this chapter 18. You guys have no idea how much writers block I had writing this chapter, but nevertheless I finished it. I hope you guys like it and please forgive me for my grammatical errors. Please don't forget give it a vote for this chapter and comment what you think of it I would appreciated it a lot to know what my readers think of my book so far. Thank you guys I love you so much if you want to message me directly I'm on Facebook @Marlo Puth, Instagram @navin_puth2 so you can hit me up on anytime there. Thank you so much for reading stay safe. Bye.
Love Empress.