Her heart was breaking, she clutched the memory cloud tighter. She had shunned Uriel for what he was but... Tears started falling from her eyes, "I am so sorry, Uriel."
She knew that the words came too late but now she understood why he had tried to erase this memory because she was afraid of who he was.
But how did Uriel expect her to understand at that moment what he was? She was afraid and now with the memory restored her feelings came crashing down on her.
What she felt in that moment was fear, fear of a being with wings that stood before her and that she had made love to a thing she couldn't grasp.
The memory cloud vibrated in her hands, Chrsitine pushed it away from her slightly and a hand came out of it. She let out a gasp and let go of it, Gadrial forced her way out of the cloud. "That is something, I never want to do again."
