I Had Always Imagined The Face of My mom smiling down at me proudly As a child.
I believed that she was simply A 'shy' Mother Who Didn't show that much effection to her own child but still cared for Her.
I Memorized Her Figure and face and Used to Paint Her Or draw As a child.
I Truly Believed that My mom Was just a shy 'tsundere' Like how my Weeb classmates Describe anime Characters.
My Mom Is not a beauty.
She had A large Nose, A small sharp Eye-shape, A few Wrinkles and Pimples On her Forehead And A large Mole On the right side close to her Eye.
But for me, She was perfect.
I really Loved Her But she Never once Glanced back at me.
Sitting Down At a random chair, I Grabbed A Fork and Knife and silently Ate As My eyes Only focused on the luxiourous Food At the table.
Silence entered The whole room as the two of us Didn't say a word, Only eating in silence As We Only Looked down at the food and focus.
I Glanced at Mother With a blank Expression, Her face stayed Neutral As I Observe her actions.
I had always 'assumed' About the mom who i always Loved and cherished.
You might be Asking, Am i mad?
No, Rather than That. i felt dissapointed at first, I Wanted to slap and punch this Cold Heartless old bitch Infront of me But the Urge Slowly dissapeared as I ate In silence.
I hate mother. I just do.
No matter how Much i wanna tell myself That i Don't wanna Beat the shit At this Woman Eating Coldly in the Table, I just do.
But at the same time, i felt Like taking revenge Was so tiring.
"Study hard, i have work to do"
With these Words, she Left While i Only Sat down at the Table and Continued to eat As i Process my trace of thoughts.
I Never Believed in supernatural Things, granted i Treated God and demons as a joke but can you blame Me?
Im not even Into religions.
But Judging by How Much realistic The Pain i Felt When i gripped and fisted my hand so much when I saw my Murderer, Im not gonna try and Act Indenial.
I was bought back to time.
Judging By my Small hands and Childish Voice, Its obvious That Im a child.
Although I wanted to deny Everything that is happening to me but staying Indenial Is Too dumb.
A new Chance.
A Chance to Try and change The Ending of my life, A chance to Finally let Loose and live the Life i wanted, A chance to change and Be The person i wanna Be.
Without noticing, I had a smile on my face While i Imagine The Polite and professional Smile Of a Loyal Butler That I Had always adore as a Friend.
I Don't wanna Have Revenge like those Stereo-Typical Novels, Instead. I wanna live a peaceful Life That i had always Wanted for myself.
Mom Can Fuck Herself and die In a hole for all i care.