Tommy
This is fucking nuts. I am a fucking idiot.
She just straight up told me she misses me so bad it makes her ache. And she touched her chest, like she was showing me where. And I just stared and made dumb words. I let the moment pass like a moron, and instead, sat here and forced small talk about Crash and concerts. Fucking Crash. I want to shove my fist through his face, glaring at me out of the television. I'm finally here, finally sitting next to Kelly and for probably the first time since she met Crash, she's actually here. With me. No one else. It's not that we've never been alone over the years, but she's always had her mind on him. Her heart's always been with him. But here she is, saying she doesn't want to live the past. She thinks Crash is a mess and doesn't want him involved. And she's missed me. So bad it aches.
