VALERIO P.O.V
Ever since we met at the party, her words playing around me. In fact, I don't know how to response about what she told me.
Something stranged tingling inside of me, trying to ask myself what kinda sentiment messing the walls over my heart that I had built years ago. A man like me must not to feel unknown for someone, it can be my weakness. Hence, I don't know how to feel affection to someone ever since.
In my whole life, I've been never fell so attached to anyone except to my parents. Therefor, I need to seek what's the strange thing keeps bothering on me. After the day I saw her went to airport, I assured to make myself busy on bunch of work.
Unexpectedly, somewhat pops up in my mind I demand to have a break from the tons of work. And I remembered my parents where staying in Italy. Then I considered to have a flight going there.
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Hereafter 11 hours of flight, finally I'm landed here in Italy. Instead to go to my parents directly, I decided to stay in a resort nearby at a beach. I want to be alone within few days even weeks to look for my queer feeling growing inside me.
Two days ago, I've been staying here something unbelievable happening to me, a lot of sexy and beautiful women ramping in my front but I don't have any interest with them even in a single one. All I want is to be with HER..
It was difficult to admit myself, I really missed her. I don't have an idea where she is right now or where do I can find her. The big question for me, is there a little chance for me to meet her again or nothing left with me.
How I wish, I've used my time properly to know her unlike now I only know she's the manager of the hotel where I stayed because of the association.
Today's weather very nice to stay outside then I decided to have my breaksfast near at the pool area. Walking alone while wearing sunglass, I'm staring straight at the table where I would like to be.
Unintentionally, someone bumped me however I saw a book fell on the ground coming from her. So, I said "I'm so sorry" I thought she was hurt. Instead, she apologized also admitted she's the one who bumped on me. When she spoke, her tone, I mean the voice coming out from her I'll never gonna be wrong because I already memorize what's her sound even how the way she talked with some british accent.
My Riri
Without hesitation, I slowly remove my sunglass as well as she lift up her head. As I confirmed my instinct was right, I felt my heart dancing gracefully because of joy. I can't helped myself to asked her random questions at the same time she interrogated me with different questions too. Fortunately, I'm really glad to answer each question but I didn't expect she gonna asked my old lifestyle, being manwhore.
Then, after I remember my thoughts how to use time correctly, I didn't think any hindrance to make some moves on her. I want to have a lot of time with her, I must to replace the wasted time I've dumped.
In the middle of our conversation, I saw my phone beeping as I look for it, my dad is calling me right now. I don't want to end this moment but I have to. I knew it, my dad will gonna learned where I am right now because he tracked my personal plane.
Before I could lost hope for the second time, I'm asking her phone number. Therefore, I can communicate her wherever she goes as well I have ability to update her location.
While I'm walking far away from her, it is very heavy hearted on my part. Thus, I must to answer my dad before he flips out the Italy to find me.
Me: "Ciao papà"
[Trans: Hello Dad]
Dad: Dove eri? Cosa non mi hai detto che avevi intenzione di andare qui? Cosa diavolo non sei venuto con noi?
[Trans: Where were you? What don't you told me you've planned to go here? What on earth you didn't come with us?]
Me: Mi dispiace, non ho pianificato tutto. Voglio dire, è appena successo. Non preoccuparti, forse la prossima settimana ci sarò
[Trans: I'm sorry, I didn't plan everything. I mean, it just happened. Don't worry, maybe next week I'll be there.]
Dad: Assicurati di questo, se tua madre saprà che sei qui e non gliel'ho detto. So che mi ucciderà.
[Trans: Be sure about that, if your mother will gonna know that you're here and I didn't tell her. I know she'll kill me.]
Me: All right dad. You're so whipped. If the world gonna know this, it will be a big revelation. (Hahah)
Dad: You can insult me as long as you want. However, someday you'll gonna find your match and it makes you whip more than me.
Me: Fine dad! But before that happens, when the pigs fly...
Dad: Oh son! whatever you think but I know just a little bit more time you'll breaking ground. By the way, take care of yourself. Bye!
Me: Yeh, you too dad as well as mom. Bye!
I missed mom, she's the one who can understand what's happening to me. But I must need to figure out alone before I talk her.
Sounds ridiculuous, even so I'm a human being, I have problems need to be solve as fast as I can.
Always asking myself why did I always thinking about her. Everything that is good for her, I always worried how is she or what's she doing, even who's with her.
Do I need to accept that my heart and brain are in the same page?
Or still fooling myself and ignoring what is it. For the heaven sake, it's driving me bananas.
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After my conversation to my dad, I want to cool down myself. That's the pressure I'm talking about, when someone talked me about woman who can I've a serious relationship. I don't think it may gonna happen...
YET
Now, I want to be refresh and I'll going to pool which is located on rooftop of the hotel. I don't want anybody disturb me.
I had removed my clothes and nothing left me just only my swim trunk. Then I begin to walk through out the water, it gives me calmness over my body, I started to swim to reduce my stress.
Several times, I swam back and forth I didn't noticed I'm not alone. I heard someone snorring, sounds like a woman I wondered who is she. Trying to seek where the sounds comes from, and keeping myself silent so I'll not give trouble on the middle of her rest.
Finally, I discovered who was the one sleeping in the corner.
"Not Again" I whispered to myself as I found her.
Something flashback in my head, just like the first time when I saw her inside the car. She's sleeping such as an angel in disguise. Pretty good to recall the past at least I didn't forgot how we met.
However, this moment is different from the past because right now she's wearing black maillot or tank suit also a beret hat on her head. To be honest, I'm not ashame to be admit I really amaze how she looks. Her cleavages are showing and enough for a man to be drooling over her body. I thought she can't wear like this clothes.
As I stared her longer, I felt my friend below is getting alive. I need to cool him down, so I immediately jump into the water. I know it is bad but I can't helped it, still I'm a man. My body is flooding warm within, I need to remove her inside my fucking head, I think my skin turning to red. As well as my heart keeps beating so fast.
I wondered if she's still a virgin or not. For sure, no man can resist her charm from her beauty outside specially inside. Being a man, I felt thirsty having an interaction on someone. Even though I'm not a manwhore like the old times, but I cannot deny I didn't have sexual commitment to hot women. Since, I met her few months ago, I didn't have any sexual activity with any woman, I think my interest was gone by. I know it's too bad to think, in spite of that what experience can she ever brings me if there's a chance for us.
But, when I thinking slomeone will look at her right now, it gives me burden, my blood started to getting boiled and surely I'm gonna kill with my bare hands whoever is he.
I really didn't understand myself, only I know I'm very possessive on what is mine. No one can get hold or even touch it. I want to be with her 24/7 even though turns out to be lifetime..
Wh-what? Did I think about 'Lifetime'!?
Oh Gosh! My life is like a roller coaster and goes to blow up anytime.
Now, the water doesn't enough to help me, then I decided to go having a drink to reduce something arouse on me. Thus, I got up from the pool and call out for my order before I'll go back.