Yes, I was the first to love you, I was the first to be there for you, first, the first. Yet I was never chosen by you rather than me, you chose another. It is funny now, it really is. The person I have given my all to wants nothing to do with me. When I distance myself from you, you pull me in. W I try to leave you but you stop me. You... you are the reason for so many sleepless nights and why the word love has been stained and tainted. I am only a second lead in your story only meant to be important when you feel. But I am tired now and want to leave this flawed game of yours. As we all know the second lead never gets the woman or man that they have loved for so long and even if they do the person ends back into the hands of the main lead while the second either dies at the hands of their loved one`s lover or disappear from the story completely. That is my fate a fate I never wanted. Why why would anyone want to hear the story of the second lead. Even if they did would they listen would they or would they side with someone who made me this way.
~A.