i really wanted to be the reason
you smile ,
but on days when things aren't
going our way and
when i become the source of your
pain .
i want to hold you and tell you that
i love you and i will do better
but when you look at me i can see
that your eyes fill up with pain , disappointment, regret and sadness .
it hurts me to see you like this love
i want to be the reason your eyes light
up with pride , happiness and joy
but what good is it when we both cut each
others hearts with words that are mindlessy
thrown in the heat of the moment
i tried , i really did
i erased all of the pain
by choosing to let it go
but what about you love
each time our paths cross
your words become more and more
unbearable
you try to smile but
your eyes clearly show that you
need me to hold you
you need me to say that i
will always love you and be
by your side no matter what
but your mind will never accept
what your heart needs to heal
you want to touch me ,hold me
want my love but are too hurt
to realize that all you need is my
love to heal what others had once
broken , but
you believe im not good enough
yet you still stand by my side
and give me all of your love
but will never accept mine
in the end it will still be you and me
because even if i fail or you may
close yourself of from me
we will still end up back in each
other's arms and tell one and another
that no matter how much we
may fall .
we will always catch each other
and will never let go
because without you in my life
there is no reason for me
to stay.
~A.