She had been debating on whether to remove her bra or not and in the end, she decided to go ahead with it. She would be able to transfer more heat through the exposed skin.
However, the instant her bare skin touched his own, she regretted it. Who knew her breasts would be so sensitive?
Worst of all, she could feel his hard on. Her temperature rode by several degrees. That dastardly thing was getting harder and bigger by the second. She was too scared to move.
His eyes which were filled with shock gradually started filling up with lust.
Lliw saw the panic in her eyes and he could feel her rapid heartbeat. Infact just the crimson shade in her face was enough of an indication of how flustered she was.
" You were right, this is better than any blanket I've ever used" he chuckled to ease the mood.
"But, I don't think this position is all that good" He said before slipping his arms around her. Before she could express her shock, he twisted and changed their positiond. He was now in top and she, on the bottom.
" You know, I still don't know your name" He said casually to hide his own embarrassment.
" Yun Seora" she said meekly.
" Not bad, it's almost as cool as my own" He said admiringly.
She couldn't help but roll her eyes at his narcissistic remark. She suddenly felt less agitated.
" Y-you cheeky bastard" she said.
" I might be the bastard but you're the one with cheeks" he said while putting on a perverted smile.
"...😳" She figured out the meaning behind his words and blushed uncontrollably.
" How did I not notice that you are such a pervert?" She said with gritted teeth.
"I don't know. You must have been really blind" He said.
"..hey" Lliw called out softly.
"Yes?" She sensed the change in his mood.
" D-d-on't you feel uncomfortable doing this?" He asked
"... Well I wouldn't call it uncomfortable, it's more like... Strange" She said after s little thought.
"Strange... how?" He asked cautiously.
"ERM, I don't have feelings for you" she said bluntly.
Bang!
Lliw's already super fragile ego received another hit. He could hear the sound of his heart shattering in to a thousand pieces before scattering in the wind.
His body lost all strength and he just feebly lay on top of her. He managed to muster a tiny bit of strength and shifted his body off her. He just stated at the roof of the car, his complexion was a milky white.
" Are you ok?" She asked , her voice laden with concern. She didn't think he'd take it this hard.
" Sigh, this is crazy" he said with a bitter smile
" Is it really that hard to believe?" She asked.
" No. It's not That. " He shook his head.
" I never had any doubt about your feelings towards me." He said.
" I've never once thought you would be attracted to me in any way" he said.
" However, although I thought I'd be fine with it, when it actually happens, it still hurts" he continued his monologue.
" It hurts way more than I thought it would. You know it's actually quite funny. You're not the first girl to turn me down today." His words brought some shock to her. She hadn't anticipated that he'd gotten his heart broken today. It suddenly made sense to her why he was not himself today.
" You're not the 2nd woman to turn me down today either." He revealed another bombshell. She wondered just what he had been doing today. She also felt sorry for him
Being rejected 3 times in one day, that's brutal.
" You know what the funny thing is? It's that I didn't even confess hahaha" he laughed so hard he teared up.
" Ah well, it's an experience of its own" he said
"Anyway, sorry to bother you with my rambling" he said without looking at her. He faced the opposite side with back towards her. He didn't want her to see his face.
" I don't mind though" she said.
" I don't mind if it's you who's touching me" she said but her words didn't illicit a reaction from him.
She raised her body and peered at his face and found that he was already asleep.
She sighed, quite upset with herself. Why had she told him all that?
"What did I expect him to do? " She thought sulkily.
She saw that he was feeling cold and after debating, she decided to wrap her arms around him, sharing her heat with him.
Lliw did not have a pleasant sleep. He had dreamed of getting rejected over and over and over again.
He woke up in the middle of the night to find her cuddling with him. He wanted to get away but it was pretty cold so he was worries she'd get real uncomfortable if he moved away. He couldn't fall back asleep so he just dazedly stared at the roof of the car.
The short hours dragged on as if it were an eternity.
Finally, Yun Seora woke up. She found him blankly staring at the roof, she felt a bitter feeling stirring up within her.
"Hey.." she greeted awkwardly.
" Morning" he said with a bright smile.
" Sorry about last night, I had a long day so I fell asleep too early" he said.
" I'm sorry too... I shouldn't have said that" she apologized.
"Nah, you didn't say anything wrong. You shouldn't have to hide your feelings. Also I'm over that so you don't have to worry about it." He said before stretching comfortably and putting on his clothes.
She followed suit and put in her clothes as well. She didn't put on any makeup but she was still very beautiful. Lliw opened the window and crispy winds blew on his face. He took a deep breath, breathing in the salty air.
Lliw had thought things over and realized how ridiculous he was being. He was upset just because some girls didn't like him? How laughable.
She pressed the button to raise the seats. She took the driver's seat while he sat in the passenger side.
It was just a little before sunrise.
" I'm sure you'll like this sunrise." She said, deciding to forget about the bad night.
" It's really magical" she continued.
" I hope it is" he commented casually.
They both say silently, waiting for the sunrise.
~Boom~
Suddenly, dark clouds gathered above the ocean. The clouds blanketted the sky, blocking the light from illuminating the dark sky
"..."
"Sigh, let's just go back. I'm sorry for wasting your time." She said.
She offered to drop him off at the university but he declined, choosing to walk instead.
As he walked through the life less streets, his thoughts slowly started to align themselves.
"Right, only idle people have time to feel lonely." He said. He now wanted nothing more than to busy himself to sleep.