Chapter 354 - 354. Because you are my best friend.

Nothing hurt more than this, no one could understand what it felt like, to feel such fear, such pain, such anxiety. They say when you fall in love, you begin to live. Everything becomes beautiful, everything becomes clearer, suddenly you can see the world, truly see it. You get to learn and understand, have compassion and relate to the chaotic actions people take for irresponsible and illogical reasons. It wasn't as though Jason had not realised all of this, it wasn't as though this was his first hurt, but he felt it all. The beauty he saw that, the world he lived in that. The feeling of completion he felt that. But with that magic comes a mind boggling pain, unspeakable and indescribable, it hurt, it broke, it destroyed.