Jessie didn't understand what was going on, at one moment she was so angry and upset and the next she didn't understand anything. All she knew was that if they was a way to have Jason even closer than he already was she wanted it, and the thought shook her to her core. The realisation that even though she wanted nothing more than to get her life back, she didn't mind just sitting still if he was there.
Plus she never hated spending his money, even now. She felt bad but still she liked it, she could live like this. She would always want her life back but she could live like this as well. As long as he was here.
This was exactly what she was afraid of, she wouldn't want to be an actress anymore, she would get too lazy and too comfortable. Her independence was everything, how could she just give it away so willingly. She froze...
