Have you ever thought of what the difference between Justice and Revenge is?
I just don't get it.
When my brain started to hurt, I just came to the conclusion that it really don't matter to me. Especially when I'm the type of person that forgives easily. I don't forget about it, but I do just let go of the grudges. Because the thing is, it already happened. Would getting revenge bring back what you lost? Same for justice. Though maybe that's just because I haven't lost something that would make me plan something of a revenge or bring the incident to justice.
But there was actually a time when I let myself be consumed by my own dark side. Letting myself think of ways getting revenge... when I came to, I realized if that became a plan to be executed, it would definitely serve the revenge coldly... though it would also sow the seed of hatred. I would've let that person feel 10x the hurt I did. Was quite scared by my own thoughts back then. Good thing that the "upbringing" my parents had to me worked. Seeing that it would just be meaningless if the cause of the said incident would just get away with it.