My skin itched as I sat in the car. I didn't know what came over me. It felt like I was there but I just wasn't. I couldn't believe what had happened. It felt like I was falling into all the feelings that came over me for a second. The anger. the hatred, the pain, and the regret. Especially the realization that Nicole would be probably dead when I find her, hit the worst. And the other moment, my feelings had been switched off.
Everything I was feeling, vanished. I didn't see Luco anymore. In place of Luco, laid my dad. His eyes lifeless and in his hand, he held an opened bottle of some whiskey. He lay half unconscious on the floor. Just like that night. He kept repeating the words 'You're gonna die today, Rora." It was that night, all over again.