XAVIER'S POV
I can't do this.
I can't do this again.
It seems like that day all over again.
Nicole left.
And my mum couldn't handle herself.
And I?
Some how that feeling was returning. The feeling that I did all of this. I am behind all their suffering. And no matter what, I just couldn't budge it off.
I ran through the hospital, not caring if I looked mad. I was mad, wasn't I?
Seeing hallucinations. Getting these random panic attacks, that felt like I was dying.
Why did this hurt so bad?
It wasn't my fault, right?
It's not like I pushed Nicole into the coma.
It wasn't like that then why was I feeling this way.
Please, end this.
Please, I can't- God, or whoever sits above, I just can't take this.
Please end i-
"Oh- I- I am so sorry."
"It's okay. Please be careful though, as there are patients going around."
