So week later, everything didn't turn back to what I was expecting.
Father is STILL ignoring, often out of this stupid house in this stupid city while me being left out in this room which I supposed to be my new room now crying and venting my anger out with this stupid looking pillows father have brought me.
My friends weren't even helping me when I tried to talk about my current situation on our personal group chat. Further than that they even sided to father and told me just agree that father had arranged to me because he is doing it for me.
But I didn't ask for this to happen! I didn't ask to have a brand new house to live in, a new school to attend at, a friends to have and a new place to wander around! Father is doing it for his own personal satisfaction! And I am sure about that.
Prior than that, yesterday where he decided to talk to me which is great is the time father had told me to get ready because I am going to attend the new school he had enrolled me which is a hundred percent super GrEaT because now I'm panicking and having a moment of anxiety attack because I still don't have things I needed for school which father didn't know so here I am surfing the internet looking for some things to buy because father is out once again.
I don't know where he goes because it is Sunday today and I know he doesn't have a work to deal with so I am alone in this house, crying my eyes out again because there is nothing else to do beside cursing my father because he is a douche bag.
What is the meaning of douche bag again? I just heard it from one of my friends that I thought would be the perfect word to use. I heard one of my friend call a boy like that one time because he is so rude, literally bumping to my friend without even saying sorry to her.
Forget it, I'm lazy searching for the meaning.
And because I don't have an allowance, I just add the things I needed to the cart before pressing the COD option which allows me to pay at the time where things had already arrived at the doorstep and I will just pray that father is present that time so he can take the clue and eventually pay for it.
Maybe, I will also add some things I saw back there cute because why not? Father will pay for it. And it is cute.
Who doesn't like cute things?
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So father came home where I was hanging around the living room and watching television with bags in his arms. That moment is so awkward because I'm just staring at him for a whole minute through the glass door when he was busy fiddling his fingers to the keys to unlock the door. I'm already planning to run upstairs at the brief moment in my brain so he can see me enjoying myself around this stupid house and teased me afterwards which is super annoying for my opinion.
But in the end I stay at sofa looking intently at the bags he is holding which anticipation running through my blood. It doesn't even make sense? I don't know.
Eventually father unlocked the door and our eyes meet when he looked up but decided to withdraw his gaze away from me and just focus on the multiple bags hanging around his arms and hands. He looks like he had gone to a shopping spree and almost buy everything in the mall.
If we are not in the middle of ignoring each other, I would have gone to him to help him with those bags and ask about his day but no, he ignore me first so I won't help him this time.
He placed the bags on the table and once again arranged it before he turned around to face me.
"Allie, come here to see if these things were suit to your liking." He said before motioning me to come at him. Though I am excited to see what father had brought, I still acted I'm sulking about him and sauntering towards him to see if he would be anger because I am taking too much time just to walk towards him.
But he didn't which is sucks.
I eventually stopped in front of the bags while father is busy taking the things inside out for me to see what he brought this time. And it was school supplies and I supposed the uniform for my new school which is super cute to be honest! I even almost grab it out of my father's hands so I can personally feel it in my hands and maybe wear it to see if it suits to me.
I didn't expect the uniform are that cute! It is even beautiful than the uniform from my previous school!
"I drove at your new school to settle everything so you can attend there next Monday. Besides the P.E uniform that is currently unavailable, this is the uniform you will need to wear." Father then proceeds to passed the uniform that is still wrapped in plastic to me as I stare at it with marvel.
It is really beautiful! The uniform is well detailed and made from the softest fabric I had touch in my entire life. I immediately ripped out the plastic before I ran upstairs to go to my room so I can try it to myself.
It is like the commercialized sailor uniform from City J's that I always see in the pictures that my friends sent in our group chat because it so cute and good looking. Though the color of it is whole different from it, the design is almost the same. The logo that I think is the insignia of the school in the breast pocket adds another level of cuteness even though I don't understand what the logo is.
It's too beautiful! I'm loving it!
Looking at my reflection in the mirror, I've decided to snap few pictures that I can send to the group chat so my friends can see this cute uniform. I bet they will feel jealous seeing me wearing it.
After the photo shoot session, I ran downstairs so I can show it to father. I'm sure he will coo at me and will call me cute.
Hehe.
"Father! Look at me. The uniform is so beautiful." I shouted before twirling in front of him flashing my cutest smile.
Father let out a small warm smile towards me, nodding his head in some affirmation before patting my head.