2.28.2021 Sunday
I am sleeping, when I heard a foreign song, it's like a Japanese lyrics. I can't understand it, but the word I remember from that out of this world soft voice female singer is "π’π‘ππ¦".
Then I experienced a weirdest dream succeedingly, it began from that monstrous aircraft like a spider, kidnapping people, going to a chaotic selection, hard training and grouping of people.
And I woke up near dawn and heard the flying sound of an aircraft, I don't know what it is and I didn't try anymore to see it. And I am not imagining or making up stories either.
I tried to search in the internet the word ONIS and saw the "ONI" term definition in the WIKIPEDIA:
π’π‘π. "Oni ( ι¬Ό γγ« ) is a kind of yΕkai, demon, ogre, or troll in Japanese folklore. They are typically portrayed as hulking figures with one or more horns growing out of their heads."
That evening, before we went to sleep, the child and me heard the sound of gunshots somewhere, and I just thought it was coming from the woods a few distance away from the house. The little child felt afraid, he rose and sat on bed, and asked me, "Is it fireworks?"
And I replied, "Maybe, or maybe not. Maybe it's gunshots?! Maybe it's coming out there from the woods. Just go back to sleep, and don't be afraid! It's far from us!"
I just consoled him, to ease his mind and he just lay down again on bed to sleep.
I remember that sound of gunshots happened a few times already during the night and I have no idea where is it exactly coming from or whoever was involved.
And after kneeling down to pray, I just lay down as well to sleep, and got that dream.
In my dream, I am lying down on a corner with the little child, it's like a slope, a kind of hill, inside a semi-open square like place. We were lying on the very far right corner, and there's a big opening on our left, and it's night time seeing the dark corners around us.
And suddenly, a kind of strange flying object came, it's like an aircraft but the appearance was like a Spider.
Out of fear, I jumped out of bed, and moved down to a different corner below us, and the little child as well, he jumped out of bed and followed me and he abruptly hid below the floormat, hiding away from those people coming out from that strange aircraft.
Then, I just saw that there were some people on the top, they were caught by those aircraft people and slowly they came to us, to our side, they saw us already.
Next, I just found myself caught and brought somewhere, in an unknown place.
Many people were there already like me, mostly they were adults.
And I saw a woman was there too. There were different glass cabins containing different set of clothes hanged all like in the cabinet, but all has the same shade of color and the same kind of cloth like a black leather. Each of us went to one glass cabin only, and just choose anything that's fit to our body. However, the glass cabin I entered was for young children size of clothes only. I tried to fit in one of the tops, but it's not fit at all, it's too small for me. And I saw the woman near me, in the other cabin, I saw that all the hanged clothes were all fit for grown up women. So I asked her if I could have one of those, she just agreed with me gladly and I took one of them for me to wear it, prior to the next stage.
Next, I found myself holding a number already, written in color red in a rectangular placard, it's number 7. I saw different adults, mostly middle aged big men, sitting on a wooden chair, like in a classroom arrangement (arranged as one seat apart), as if they're all waiting for their turn to be called, where each was holding a number placard also like me. And I noticed one of them has the same number as me, he's holding a number 7 placard as well. He told the others that I am fake, and mocked me. He spoke in a loud voice within his group that I am an imposter, that he is the true owner of that number.
But I knew within myself that I didn't make anything illegal, I didn't steal anyone's thing. I am about to speak to defend myself when suddenly an old man next to me stopped me. He gave a few words to advise me and I just listened. I just ignored those nuisance far from us and just waited for my turn. I have no idea what I am waiting that time, I am just going with the flow.
Next, I found myself in the training ground already. We seemed like in some kind of a training, but I have no clue for its purpose either. People were lining up, assembled together, and there were some Instructors or Trainers.
Then, I realized that we are all adults and the youngsters were nowhere to be found.
I just understand that the youngsters, the little children were taken separately to a different location.
But after a time, the group of young children came to visit me, and one of them was my child companion, previously.
They were grown up already, I last saw him before as a little kid, but now he had grown taller already. But I saw that they were all sad, they're all separated from their families on their young age and forced to train separately on their own, far from their families.
And their faces were all strange, small circle spots appeared on their faces, their faces were all covered by that spots that looked like pimples. Poor little boys, they longed for love and care from their families.
I cannot do anything either to help their current dilemma, and everyone was oblige to do so, to follow the authority's commands.
Next, I found myself lining up in a group, and I saw a different group standing a few distance away from us. That group of people was standing all in one horizontal line and I knew some of them, they are the IT personnel.
Then, some of the people noticed me, and laughed at me,
"You're so small, weak and sickly. How can you be qualified? Can you survive in the Training?", a man said.
I didn't respond and just stayed silent. Most of us are waiting for our designated Instructor or Teacher.
Next, a female Instructor came, she came near me and tap my shoulder. She, then, went away looking back at me and gave me a wide smile. Despite of the bad criticism I had heard from others, I was motivated that time due to the simple gesture of kindness from an unknown Instructor, it lifted me up even a little.
I was feeling nervous, and I felt that most of us felt the same as well. We have waited for a long time already and we didn't know what to do next or what group we may belong. I saw that most of the people around me wore dark clothes, the aura of the surroundings looked like a melancholic one.
However, one person suddenly came, he wore a bright apple green shirt. And I knew him, he was one of my classmates in high school. He had that feminine gesture and always wore a wide smile.
He saw me in the waiting line, we were not that close and we had no communication for a very long time as well. But, he approached one member of the leading committee near us who's holding a kind of list, they talked with each other and after that, he waved at me to come near him. I was amazed, he helped me out right at that moment, as if he understood my current dilemma. I immediately walked forward, walked away from the line of those waiting people.
He brought me to his team, many distance away from there. His team were all sitting outside, in a semi-bright surroundings unlike before, where they could see the outside sceneries. They were all wearing that bright apple green shirts. I just found my seat there, and felt good to join them, the feeling was so comfortable with them. I asked the man beside me, about something, that's related to the training and the Instructor. But he said this meaningful words in a dignified and respectful manner,
"I don't need it anymore because I am already trained and knew that already."
Next, we just sat silent and observe the happenings in our surroundings especially the scene right in front of us in a few distance. Then, the dream ended there.
Yesterday, I went to a grocery store near us, and while I am walking, I heard a voice of man, the same voice who's always saying "REPENT" and always advising me. He said this,
"ππππ©π πππ₯ πππ’π‘π!" I remember, I heard him also last time when I went there too, that time he said this, "ππΌπ»'π ππΌππ°π΅ π΅π²πΏ!"
I just continued walking and just listening to it silently, and just didn't mind it as usual coz I am getting used to that kind of strange thing, already.
And as I went home, I heard different voices of women, and they said, "πΎππ ππππ πππππππ ππ ππππ π¨πππ ππ, ππππππππππ ππ ππππ πππππ!" (Don't be angry at us, Anne, we're just teaching you!)
And today they said, "πππ£πͺπ©πͺπ‘πͺπ£πππ£ π π π£ππ’ππ£..." (We're helping you...)
By Anne