Things were not going well.
My dad wouldn't let me go down alone. I asked him a number of times, came up with different plans but none of them worked.
My cycle was still not working. My final exams were approaching.
Everyday I felt so bad after saying him again and again that we can't meet. Even he used to come up with a lot of plans but I knew my dad. I tried really hard but I don't know why everytime my mind just flashbacks to that moment, The words my dad said.
When my exams started I told him that I'll get my cycle fixed as soon as my finals end. We both waited for that day. 3 March 2020, I asked my dad and all I got was ignorance. He wouldn't even talk to me about it.
I told him the same. He didn't said anything to me but I know even he was feeling hopeless after that.
Things remained same. His board exams started. We couldn't talk as much as before.
First 2-3 days it was all okay, he studied all day and we only talked at night.
I wasn't upset about not getting to talk to him. But one day he didn't replied or seen my messages. I thought he must have been busy. The same thing happened next day and the day after. I realised he was ignoring me. I continuously assured myself that he would never do such a thing, he must be in some trouble or something.
8 March, our four month-iversary
I waited for his message. I got nothing. I texted him myself happy anniversary and other stickers. Again nothing.
In the afternoon he messaged. He was breaking up with me. He said my dad will never accept our relationship. I never expected this to happen.
I really thought I finally found a nice guy, whom I loved so much. I continuously texted him "I love you pls don't do this". I tried everything but he didn't listen to me even once. I couldn't eat dinner that night. I was just texting him again and again.
I don't remember if I ever stopped crying that night.