Ugh... it's the last day of my long 3 day weekend. Don't get me wrong! I love school its thrilling really! I'm just still getting used to being with dad after all that drama and being cold towards him during that time. I haven't seen sonic in a while. He's probably in San Francisco somewhere stealing chilliedogs from that pub again. fictional Friends these days! *Laughs* Anyways. At least it's a short week.
I still can't shake off how Port Lincoln is going to be Putting there Christmas lights up at the end and August! I know Weird town right!
Mom redecorated my room yesterday it looks more teenager-Like. and not the usual kiddie version. I miss the primary school. And I miss my BFF - Sister Ellah I have not seen her in person in a while Since I left. But I'm thriving in the highschool though! no one to bullie me or judge my like in all the other schools! I feel like I found my place. I suppose I shouldent say that though because you never know when life gonna put the lights out you know what I mean?. I Talked to My Sister Ellah on Roblox last week about going to gym on Saturdays again. As a way for us to catch up in person After so long since our parents are too busy with all their problem's (No offense).
I'm just chilling in my bed as I write this. Dad had to go to work this morning... Sigh... Just like he did when all those other years ago!
He was lucky I was considerite of giving him another chance after ALL the promises he broke! and I forgave him so many times! I honestly think I shouldn't even have given him One more chance! The thing is... Our relationship is a Lost Father relationship.
You know? When some father's don't know how to act or be around you, and they just go to work and pay no attention to you Whatsoever... Yeah that's my dad.
we're cool now. I'm just getting used to the fact of not having some personal space for a long period of time. Honestly. It's going to take me a while to finally be close to him again like we where when I was smaller.
Like I know mom want all of us to be like that again but I think that is going to be a lot more than I can handle. because my personality is Different than what I used to be years ago.
Anyway I hope you are all staying safe during these times of CoRoNaViRuS. keep staying Strong and I'll write again soon!
- Don't hold onto the past it'll just eat of what you have left of yourself -
- HannahDrawingsTV