Deku POV
We headed back to the dorms after our little date. Me and Kachaan were just laughing about random stuff. Once we entered the dorms we saw Kirishima, Kaminari, Todoroki, and Mina in the common area. Mina looked at us and waved.
"Hey guys!" She said. I waved back.
"Hey Mina!"
"Pinky."
I roll my eyes at Kachaan. We both head up to Kachaans dorm after saying hi to everyone else....well more like ME saying hi and Kachaan just saying 'Icyhot', 'Shitty hair', and of course 'Pikachu'....gods Kachaan.....
After we enter the room I sat down on his bed. He sat next to me.
"What do ya fucking want to do now?" He said looking at me with a little grin.
"Uh-uhm...c-can we c-cuddle?" I stuttered looking away as my heated up. Within a second I felt my on the bed with two arms wrapped around me. I nuzzled into Kachaans shirt. It smells....like caramel.
"Mmmm...you smell good Kachaan..." I giggled looking at Kachaan. I saw his face turn a bit pink.
"Tch...."
We sat there for a few minutes in silence. Then Kachaan asked the one thing I was praying he wouldnt ask for the entire day.
"Deku...why did you come crying to my dorm last night?"
Well shit
Bakugo POV
I looked at Deku. Her form immediately changed. She slumped a little and her eyes darkened. She took a shaky breath.
"It's ok if you don't want to..." I say comforting putting my hand on top of hers.
"N-no I trust you.....please keep this between us..." she said quietly. I nodded. She looked at the ground and started....
"I-I was with...y-you and ....you a-asked me...if I loved you..."
She paused blinking away some of the tears. I squeezed her hand while patiently waiting for her to continue.
"I-of course - said y-yes....but you started bleeding.....and said it was all my fault....that I wasn't good enough...."
She burst into tears as soon as she finished. I hugged her rubbing my hand through her hair. I ignored the wet feeling on my shirt and comforted her.
"Let it out...its good to cry...."
For about ten minutes we stayed like that while I was softly comforting her. Soon the heavy sobs that were breaking heart turned into sniffles.
Then she uttered something that broke my heart to millions of pieces.
"I am not good enough...just worthless weak idiot....." she laughed a little sending chills down my back as I pulled away from her shocked at what she was saying. Did...did she really think this about herself? I could barely breathe as tears welled up in my eyes.
I regret....everything...this is my fucking fault....I'm the one who should've killed them selves....I was such a bastard....
Then she said four words....four words....
"I should've killed myself...."
That was enough to break me.....