Chapter 11 - Emotions

Deku POV

I clutched my pillow closer to me as a thought about what happened early...

"Look.....I know that I have been a bad...no horrible person to you. I have been a complete asshole and I regretted it ever since I was younger. I started because I always had a crush on you....and I couldn't control my damn emotions. I was a fucking coward....and a bastard to do something like that to you. I just...couldn't...."

By the time he finished that he was looking down at his lap clenching his fists. Then he looked up at me. I was taken aback staring at those red ruby eyes which held guilt and regret. Tears started making their way down his cheeks. Without thinking I flung my arms around him and hugged him.

"Kachaan.....I already forgave you....a long time ago. It's ok. Just let it all out.." I said hugging him tightly. As if on cue he immediately started  sobbing into my shoulder. I just held him knowing that he needed someone to hold him and tell him it's ok. I rubbed circles on his back as he let out everything. I wanted to break down and cry as well but I needed to be strong for Kachaan. We stayed like that for a good 15 minutes. I heard him take shuddered breaths.

"T-thanks, Izuku." He whispered. "Seriously, how could I bully someone like this?"

"It's ok it's in the past."

We stayed like that for a bit more. Then I untangled myself from him.

"Let's go back and eat some breakfast alright."

And then pretty much for the rest of the day we were acting normal. But now I saw something different in Kachaan. Like a huge weight was lifted off of him. I was so happy.

Now I tightened my grip onto my pillow. He is really amazing but I never knew he had feelings for me. I blushed. I hope we can be more than just friends though....

I look at the time. 1:23 am. I Breyer get to sleep. I have school tomorrow. I closed my eyes  as a face with ash blonde hair and ruby red eyes filled my mind.

I love you Katsuki Bakugo.....

Kachaan POV

I looked up at the ceiling of my wall. I was so glad I got to tell Deku everything. She really is amazing. Even after all the bullying I did, she still comes and helps me out with any problem I have. How did I get so lucky? I fell in love with someone I knew since I was a kid and turns out she also had a crush on me.

I replay her soothing voice through my brain multiple times. Her touch was so gentle. She was the only person I could open up to. Not even my parents know about this. I sighed thinking about her beautiful green eyes. That was the one of the many things that didn't change about her. Those eyes.....they can sometimes be so fierce....like a tiger....but can also easily look like a kitten....gentle and kind....

I close my eyes her voice replaying in my mind.

I love you so so so so much, Izuku.....and I'm so sorry.....

Both POV

I....hope that I can be the person you love...

No ones POV

With that, they both fell into a deep sleep, not wanting to wake up to what was supposedly a dream to those two.....