Brooke did everything she could to find Terri, she missed the wonderful talks between the two especially when it came to writing they knew one another better then most. Monica never cared how bad destroying two friendships. It killed Brooke inside missing Terri, she kept telling herself, Why did Terri marry someone so cruel? Especially one that never knew what true love is. Brooke took it to heart when Monica destroyed it.
She has been without the one she lusted for so long, even dating/relationships never compared, Brooke had a rough patch knowing her future holds with Terri scary as it may sound. Only thing that held her from Terri is her severe heart condition that could end up killing Brooke that she needed surgeries, doctor's would deny her left and right made her cry so much. Losing her best friend Terri never helped either, Monica took the best woman that ever happened her and she didn't know how to cope with it.
Brooke went home from a normal check-up from her heart specialist lost in thought wondering where Terri might be, as her dreadful thoughts went to seeing Terri and Monica making love, despising everything Monica did to her especially not letting her explain the situation between her and Terri.
Brooke admitted to herself how many times it is just lust for Terri instead it would be more with her heart saying other wise no matter how much Terri told her,
"We can't be like that not just yet."
Brooke sighed remembering the scent,touch, and the most beautiful eyes she has ever seen on a woman the thoughts would turn her on automatically. Brooke being in the mood thinking of Terri deeply holding herself tight since she just got in the drive, rushing to her room before anyone could speak to her. Trying longer to hold her hormones from raging she hears footsteps coming toward the door then a sudden knock someone saying,
"Hey baby girl, are you okay? can I come in?" replying to her boyfriend at the time, "No, uh you can't have a big problem right now and just need to be left alone."
He replies again,
"I can help if you let me sweetheart come on please let me in."
Sighing she says,
"Fine, don't you dare start anything I'll kick you out."
He laughed on the other side saying,
"You got it."
Brooke opens the door, as he barges in and he looks into her eyes,
"You're in the mood sweetheart, want me to cure it?"
She pushes him off saying,
"No!"
He grabs her by the arm saying,
"You turned me down just like that what the hell is wrong with you?"
She smacks him and kicks him in the balls saying,
"You, now get out before I hurt you again."
Brooke locks her door as she is by herself with reminders of Terri that no man would ever understand.
Brooke paces her room as a sudden thought pops through her that she had a picture of Terri from when they went out to a park to hang out, so Brooke could be close to her at that time. Brooke rummaged through her drawers,closet and even under her bed but couldn't remember where she stashed it then dawned on her that the picture is in her journal that she always wrote about her and Terri's adventures. Brooke pulled out the journal finding herself reading it instead wondering if it'll help get her off from the raging hormones as she closes her blinds locking the window so no one climbs in as she takes off every clothing on her. Brooke began reading a certain piece "seeing Terri's bountiful breasts that I wanted to grab them to suckle them with each motion." Brooke's mind went into full set pulling her nipples and messaging them wanting to feel Terri against her skin, fingering herself in a slow pace the wetness sulking her in moaning Terri's name loudly desperately wanting her in every way driving her insane feeling the cum dripping between her thighs trying to get herself to orgasm in each motion going faster and harder in temptation seeing her crying into her pillow missing Terri as she felt the explosion bursts from her body.
Brooke kept weeping out the tears more knowing she had to keep going for the love of her life. Brooke wiped the tears away since they went on for a few days knowing she couldn't stop when out of the blue her cell phone rang she rushed picking it up,
"Yes, who is this?"
Person on the other end said,
"Brooke it is your long time friend Leah what is going on? why does it sound like you been crying?"
Brooke dried her tears responding,
"Leah that is because I was, no reason to explain just not wanting to talk to anyone lately."
Leah held in her next motion instead replied,
"Get cleaned up and head out here, you need out of the house before you drive us all insane."
Brooke hung up, got herself cleaned up and dressed heading outside to see Leah waiting on her. Leah gave her a big hug saying,
"Glad your out now let's go, need you to see something don't worry no guy is involved since your adding up factors about yourself."
Brooke knew who she is just never said anything not even to Leah the only one that truly knew was Terri which not even Leah knew the secret on the love for someone like Terri. Both ladies hopped in the truck heading to the direction of the mall as Brooke said,
"Leah seriously the mall?"
Leah laughed replying,
"Yes, you need out of the house so the mall is it."
Brooke brushed it off leaving it at that.
Leah gently patted Brooke's hand saying,
"Sweetheart, it'll all be okay once we are done out of this mall."
Brooke looked around unsure of what is going to happen not seeing a single person. Leah took Brooke's hand in hers holding it gently saying,
"You know this may sound off-ish feels like we are on a date."
Brooke removed her hand replying,
"Please don't say that."
Leah sighed wishing Brooke would give her a chance, she had a feeling her heart was elsewhere knowing it is killing Brooke inside. Leah turned Brooke facing her saying,
"Okay, Brooke I know you're heart is set on someone else until they are around I will not give you up just tell me who it is and we will go from their."
Brooke placed her head down in tears replying,
"Terri, I love Terri!"
Leah wasn't surprised at the response holding Brooke in her arms feeling it soak completely, wanting to turn back time. Leah lifted Brooke's head saying,
"Okay since we both know who you want to be with, will you be with me until she returns please just give me this chance?"
Brooke nodded with tears as Leah placed a small kiss on her forehead.