The cold harsh wind touched my face. I quickly opened the café's door and let in. I searched for the right spot to enjoy the view of the Philippines. After searching, I dragged my feet and sat down.
This is now my life.
Everything changed in one blink.
I don't understand. I was ready for everything. I was ready to be a wonderful wife. I was ready to be the mother of our children. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with him. I was ready with all of it at the very young age. I didn't mind their voices because I believed in you. But you failed me.
I was used to it.
I loved you with all of my heart.
Before I could do anything, I received a text from him. I tightened my grip to the envelope and my eyes started to moist. He's inviting me to his house...to our house...because something came up. Something that is more important than me.
I did what he told me to. And now I am here, standing outside of our supposed to be house. Memories filled my mind and our exchange of I love you's plays in my head. I became emotional again.
"You know that I really do love you, right?" He asked me whit a smile on his face.
"Of course, you love me with all of your heart!" I giggled.
I smiled painfully and sighed.
We're finished. Admit it, he's still the one whom I want to spend the rest of my life with.
"Jaina, y-you are here..." I smiled upon hearing Juliana's voice. "Zeirus is waiting for you."
"Yeah, may I come in?"
She flushed an uncomfortable smile.
"O-Of course!"
She's with me, she led me to him. She excused herself for our own privacy. I sat down.
I smiled for the man in front of me but he didn't. He grew a lot, his appearance became more manly to think that he's no more on his 30's. Suddenly I wonder if Juliana his new girl is being stubborn to him as much as I do? Is she annoying the hell out of him as much as I do? Does her love is greater than mine? Why did he choose her over me? Am I not enough?
"W-Why are you here, Jaina?" He asked miserably.
"Y-You've grown a lot." I said with my shaking voice.
He looked at me with full of miserable eyes. My heart hurts, what is he up to those years without me? He was the one who broke it up. Why am I weighing all the pain?
"W-What do you really want?" He whispered.
"I-I was—" I got cut off with a loud cry.
I looked at their sala and there I found the answer. All those years I always ask myself what's wrong with me. And this...
Juliana is carrying a baby boy. Her eyes were kinda teary so it gaves me the answer. All the blurry images, all the blurry events, suddenly got an answer.
And I blame no one.
I looked at Zeirus again. The way he looked at me, he knew. That I puzzled all the mystery.
"Y-You know.." He mumbled.
"Zeirus.." I called him.
I slowly slid the envelope and he noticed it.
"What's that?"
I smiled painfully.
"I am letting you go, I am now setting you free."
He didn't respond but his tears did.
"I am giving you now the annulment that you want..."