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Thank you for 1.2k reads on Webnovel! It means so much to me and Dina! I'm sorry if I couldn't update much since I still have school and worksheets to do as well as our exam is next week so uh I'm gonna be on a tight schedule except next week Sunday! I'll be able to post 2 chapters today or tomorrow depending on how much time I need.
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Chapter 6- Painful Week
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I saw Saeran inside of my apartment, I didn't move one bit from being so surprised on seeing him here of all places. "S-saeran?" I stuttered as I just looked at him not bothering to step closer from this fear crawling to the surface of my emotions. When he was about to say something, he stopped himself, and then we were covered up by violet type of smoke as my vision began to be blurry as my will was slipping away as well while my feet gave up on me but before I close my eyes I saw myself falling as Saeran caught me just in time. The darkness opened up as it consumed me.
When I woke up all I saw was my room as I was laying on my bed, what a weird dream— wait that wasn't a dream last time I check I didn't open the windows! I quickly jolted to my feet but just to met with the cold floor. I think I twisted my ankle this time as I try to stand up from my place though I couldn't so I just try and sit back up to my bed as I try to get my phone.
Which I chose to call Mc so she called to help me since I can't walk properly from the pain that I am now experiencing, Mc barged in my apartment even though I just called recently "Y'all who messing with my friend" She yelled as I cringed and giggled at her. "Hey, Mc can you get an ice pack?" I shouted at her as I heard her open the fridge, maybe to get the ice pack as I sigh from the pain that I have.
I saw Mc walking in on my room as she holds an ice pack walking towards me as she put it on my ankle, I sigh a bit in relief from the pain while Mc looks at me wanting to know what happened to me. "Someone came into my apartment, I think they were looking for something and I think I know who they are" I tried to explain leaving Saeran's name out of the explanation as Mc was now calling someone when I finish the explanation.
I lay on my bed as I just let my ankle rest while the ice pack does its work, I lay my head back on my pillow as I feel sleepy while I try to figure out why was Saeran here? I feel my eyes fell down as it already blocked my vision as I fell asleep.
~Dreamland~
I was in an empty field it's weird that Saeran and Ray weren't here though I didn't mind it since I need time for myself as I sat on the field of white lily trying to think on why was Saeran in my room snooping through my stuff. I shake my head trying to shake off the thought or thoughts as I look up closing my eyes feeling the wind breeze through my skin, I felt another presence in the place as I open my eyes but I didn't mind the presence as I continue to look up to the sky.
"H-hey Y/N," someone said behind me as I ignore them as I just didn't acknowledge their existence though I felt someone sit next to me as I look at the person beside me, it was Ray. I lay on the lilies as the silence overwhelm everything though Ray was trying to say something he stops himself telling it though when I notice that I just shrugged it off as I close my eyes once more but not until I hear the cries of pain echoing. I open my eyes immediately as I sat from my position just to find that I was now laying on a field of Marigold, that one flower I couldn't forget from my memories.
It was quite beautiful but it has such a deep meaning, Pain... is what I feel right now but I didn't mind the marigolds as I hear the echoes of the scream in pain as I try to block all of them out, it was their fault not me. "H-hey are you ok?" Ray asked beside me as I forgot that he was here beside me but I just simply nodded at him not wanting to push the memories more.
"If you say so," He said as he goes back to watching the flowers though he was surprised regarding the expression I figured that he didn't notice that the flowers changed but he just smiled as he pets the flowers softly. I just sighed as I hug my knees but then I felt someone pull me to their chest though I already know who they were as I lay my head there, not protesting but giving in. I listen closely to the heartbeat of Ray's heart as I simply smile to myself calming down.
"You're not alone and you weren't alone in the first place," He said as tears sprouted from my eyes sliding down to my cheeks as I sobbed more and more as he just petted my head trying to calm me down, I looked up to him as I saw his signature smile reassuring me and it was working for some reason. I was not crying anymore as I calm down, "t-thank you f-for being here f-for me" I said shakily as he kissed my forehead, "it's only fair for you give me company as well" He said as we both stay in the same position.
He begins to move as he hugged my waist pulling me closer to me, "I won't let you go even if I get myself hurt" he whispered into my ear as I feel his hot breath on the skin of my neck through the surrounding was now changing. The surrounding was now a field of rosemary, it has a lovely color and meaning. Remembrance.
Though as time pass on, my time here was now getting thinner. Everything was turning to white as I know that I am going to wake up soon from my dream but before I could wake up I hear Ray whispered, "Remember you not alone". I wanted to say something but I was already pulled away from the dream world.
~End of Dream~
I woke up as another day was going to begin, what a 'Wonderful' day to begin with my ankle still healing as I was about to get up I heard a knock from the door, I scream for them to come in but when I saw their face... It surprised me. He was wearing some type of glasses, it really was him. His name is...
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Hahaha— I know I'm mean as hell but what can I say I'm one hell of a writer. Ok, I'll stop with black butler references.
Finished: 2020/09/19
First Made:2020/09/17
Edited: 2020/09/19
Word count: 1241
Flower meaning:
Lilies (White):
-Purity
Marigold:
-Pain
Rosemary:
-Remembrance