A/N:

This is my first time making a book in Webnovel, I will try to update this book if I have time. Plus I need to try and adjust to the community, I'm glad to be here writing books.

I hope you would like this Mystic Messenger fanfic on Saeran

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I was there in front of you but why didn't you save me? Why didn't you save me from my monsters? I was there for you but when I'm in trouble you just stand there and watch. I've been in pain for so many times... Why?

Is that hard to answer? I thought you loved me but I think Rika proved us wrong... Rika isn't going anywhere every time she puts pity on these pathetic people. The world is full of sins and I will cleanse it, salvation and hope is the key to this unlike Rika abusing it. I will do better on handling it, Rika isn't fit to be a leader.

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"I thought you were my light but I guess not. You're not my sun and never will be."

"Please just let me explain, I didn't mean to leave you alone"

"Save it! I've heard enough. Can't you see? I'm a monster... I'm hurt and confuse"

"Just let us help you"

"But I don't want to get hurt again"

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"When there's hope, there's fear"

"Light is just an instrument to use against the darkness. The darkness is its own person"

"No matter how much you struggle, you'll always drown"

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(The hate you)

"No, they don't"

(They despise you)

"They care for me"

(That's what you say)

"..."

(Never trust anyone ever again.)

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