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Chapter 4 - -Pure Sadness

"Run and don't ever look back…"

Mhhhmmm

…..

"wake up, hey you still with?" said a distant that I couldn't even recognize, I opened my eyes.

Everything was blurry and the world was spinning, I could only see the silhouette of the man talking but I recognized him it was the bar owner Asteria, he was the closest thing men will even get to the word nice.

He was a Divergent, meaning the demons mistaken him for a girl and placed a seal on him even though he's a man.

So he knows his fair share of pain.

"you looked like you were having a nightmare so I woke you up" Asteria

"I can't remember anything, what happened?"

"just go home and rest, everything will come back later I'm sure." said as he placed his hands in a bucket of water, for some weird reason his hands were full of dirt.

Sense of vision was coming back to me slowly, I looked around it was awfully quiet in the tavern and something that was out place stood out.

It was a shovel that was placed on the top of a table in the corner.

I remember now.

I stood up from the chair, barely even keeping my balance.

" I'm sure if I go to her place she will be sitting on her chair reading the same book for the hundred times."

I headed for the door knocking everything out of the way, suddenly I felt a touch on my shoulder, and before I had the chance to break free he threw me onto the ground.

" what's done is done, I buried her with my own hands." Asteria

" liar, she's still around "

"I'm might be a dishonest fat old man who makes money of drunkards but you know that I would never lie to you! " Asteria

I was getting lightheaded, I don't think I can take it anymore.

"not this, maybe this one …" Asteria was mumbling to himself behind the bar.

I put my head on top of the table and started crying quietly.

"here you go!" said Asteria as he put something next to my head.

It was a bottle of wine.

" close the bar when you're finished." Asteria

I looked at the bottle closely, now that I think about I never drank in my life.

" will it make me happy again? "

" if only it were that easy!! Hhh " Asteria

The next sound I heard was the door closing, now that I' m finally all alone I was showered with pure sadness.

You win World, I'm all alone now.

….

Gulp, gulp