The party was all freshman we played stupid games such as spin the bottle and truth or dare. Every time during spin the bottle that the bottle landed on Oli I got upset seeing him kiss other people but he wasnt my boyfriend so I couldn't say anything.
As the night wore on most people had left only 8 of us were left. So now we started to play dirty truth or dare. It was this one girls turn and she picked me I choose dare. "Kiss the guy who you find most attractive" I could lie and kiss any guy I wanted but I didn't want to.
"Why does it have to be a guy?" One of the football players asked.
"Because it's my dare." The girl said to him.
I grabbed the back of Oliver's neck and pulled him close. "Can i?" I asked him.
After a second he nodded. I pulled our lips together and kissed him it was just a peck but it felt great. I had to pull away because if I kept kissing him I would not be able to stop.
"Aww!!" The girls yelled. Out of all the people that were left it was 4 girls 4 boys. The rest of the night he kept looking at me.
On our way home I could not look at him. "Hunter are you ok?"
"Uh yeah. I'm fine. You?"
"Hunter I don't care that we kissed."
I smiled and thought for a quick second he might actually like me to.
"I mean it was just a game. Right?"
I scoffed. "You're really an ass Oli. You know that right?"
"What are you talking about? I'm just saying it doesn't affect our friendship. Why are you mad?"
"Never mind. Just take me home." I glared at him. His dad came to pick us up and is taking me home.
After that night I couldn't touch him. I couldn't let him spend the night anymore. I didn't see him all summer. He went to see his mom and we texted but that's all.
Olivia would come over sometimes and she and I would hang out. Play card and video games. I didn't see him until school started. We were both 15 now.
He hugged me when he saw me. I hugged him back because I missed him but touching him still hurt.
When I pulled away I actually looked at him and he looked more muscular. He let his hair grow out. Oli was even sexier than last time I saw him.
"You look good." I say as I bit my lip.
"So do you." He chuckled at my expression.
A girl ran up and hugged him. "Oliver I missed you so much. Why were you gone for so long?" This was one of the four girls who stayed at the party.
"Oh Sara I just got back." I was glaring at this girl. Why was she touching him like that. "Sara and I have been talking while I was away. She asked me to go out when I got back. I told her we could."
I scoffed and nodded and walked away. He yelled after me but i couldn't do it. I couldn't see them together.
At lunch that day he grabbed me dragging me into a janitors closet. "What the hell is wrong with you? If you don't want me to go out with her just tell me and I won't. Your my best friend I care more about you then anyone else."
"If you like her do whatever you want Oli."
"Hunter your my best friend. Please just tell me what you want." He grabbed my chin making me look at him. I bit my lip. All I wanted to say was he was all I wanted but I didn't think it was good idea.
"I'm fine. You can be with who ever you want." I almost couldn't breathe with him touching me.
"Ok" he pulled away and opened the door. Nodding for me to exit. I did and we went to lunch. I knew I needed to kiss him again to see if it was real but I also knew I needed to leave him alone and let him be happy. I had no idea what to do.
After school I went home. I let him be with Sara and they started going out pretty regularly. His dad started to spend time With my mom which was good that after 2 years she was ready to atleast spend time with someone else.
He and I only spent about 1 night a week together at most 2. I spent just as many nights with his sister.
After about a month of being back at school and them dating Oli grabbed me and asked "Are you dating my sister?" I laughed so hard I started to choke.
"What are you talking about?"
"You two spend most nights together. I just assumed you might be."
"You know what assuming does right Oli?"
He shook his head and I told him. " it makes an ass out of you and me. You are obviously crazy if you think I would be with your sister. She's a great friend but I'm not attracted to her I'm not attracted to any wo-"
"To any what?" He asked as I realized I was about to admit I was gay.
"Nothing I was just going to say any woman younger than me."
He nodded but still look like he did not believe me.
"So our parents have been spending time together." I say trying to change the subject.
He nodded.
"Maybe they will move into together or get married." I said.
He scoffed and actually looked upset when I said that. "What's wrong?" I asked him. He just shook his head and started to walk away. I think I saw a tear come from his eye.
We spent most of our time like that. At Christmas our parents said they were going to move in together. Which meant that Oli and I would be living together. It was already hard enough to see him with his girlfriend at school but now she would most likely be coming over. Yay.
They all moved in a few weeks later. My mom was fixing up Oliver's room so he had to stay with for a few weeks.
Olivia told me I have to tell him now that he was living with me. "I will tell him I just need to figure out the right time."
Sara came over and spent all day with Oli the last day of January. They almost had sex in my room but I walked in just as they were starting to undress.
"Really?" I asked and walked out. "Hunter! Wait! You gotta go." He told Sara. Then he ran after me still with no shirt on.
"Screw you Oliver. You wanna fuck some girl you have been dating a few months in my room? Have at it."
"Hunter I'm sorry. Your right I shouldn't have tried to do that." I kept walking away as he grabbed my arm. Sara ran down the stairs with her clothes messed up and out the front door.
"Wow your girlfriend left." I said sarcastically.
He pulled me into my room and pushed me against the wall. "Tell me what you from me." He said to me.
I was up against the wall he was in front of me to close for comfort. I grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him. This wasn't a peck kiss like the other one. I full on kissed him. His chest was now touching mine now and he kissed me back. I felt him moan as I pulled his hair.
Liv walked in and said "you finally did it?"
Oli pulled away from me so quick. He walked to the door and out of it "do not tell dad about this." He went downstairs and out the front door.
"Did you tell him?" She asked me. I shook my head no. "But you kissed him. Did it feel nice?"
"It felt right Liv. Like I shouldn't kiss anyone else. Ever." I went and took a cold shower I feel asleep after I got out. When I woke up he wasn't there he was waiting in the car because he drove me and Liv to school since he got a lisence.
He didn't speak the entire way there.
When we arrived I grabbed his hand "Oli are you mad at me?" I was nervous that he hated me.
"No Hunter I'm not mad. I'm just confused. I need to think." He exited the car and I followed suit. He didn't talk to me for the next week. I didn't see him talking to Sara that week either.
Liv came to my room "I'm pretty sure they broke up."
"No way. He would have said something."
He came back into the room and told her to get out. She looked offended but did as he asked. When she shut the door he asked me "are you gay?"
"Uh- um- I- i mean-"
"Hunter yes or no. Are you gay?"
"Yes."
He kissed me. I pulled him closer as I kissed him back. Pulling on his shirt to get him closer. He pulled away. "I'm not gay you know? I like girls i uh- i don't- I'm not attracted to men, it's just, the only guy I would be with is you." He was looking at the ground while saying this. "I don't know if your attracted to me like that but kissing you feels better then-then anything I have felt. I'm just saying I dont know if-"
I kiss him cutting him off. I pull away and tell him "I like you too. I am gay but i don't want to be with anyone else."