The feeling of wanting to cry is haunting, Tears stir up in the eyes, only to fade away. Did I even want to cry? Am I an attention seeker? What's wrong with me? Frustration. Tears refuse to fall. Are you strong? Then why won't they come? Therefore, am I weak? Why do the tears refuse to fall?
The feeling of an ocean crashing over and over again. Why can't I cry? Why can't I show my weakness? I'm so stupid. I hate it. I hate the feeling of hopelessness. Why must it loom over me? Please go away. This feeling of hopelessness is causing a scene, and people are staring. The tears refuse, but I do dearly want to cry. Why must you refuse.