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Chapter 40 - De@r you

We are at the airport

Her flight is called

She starts to cry

I hold her close for the last time

"I love you Star

I will always love you

And I'll be here when you get back"

She nods

She turns to walk on the plane

And all I see is her long hair

And poof she is gone.

I'm walking to my car

I get in and I'm sitting here

I go to grab my phone

And I noticed there is a paper in my wallet

Dear You,

I don't want to write some sappy love letter but knowing me this is what it will be

And you will just have to live with it

I can't say that I won't miss you

And that I won't be able to not want to talk to you

Because I will

I love you Ash

My whole life was thrown into a loop with you

And I am so glad the universe paired us for a glimpse of it. From our up to downs

I'm so glad we did this together

We built something from nothing

And you are my whole world

The light in my eye I can't help to love

I hope I do find you again

I hope we cross paths

And love more then when we left it

I know we agreed to do our own thing

But I hope you will always have a place for me in your heart

To come back to

That you will always love me

Love, Star

Im crying why didn't I say stay

Why did I let her leave

Why didn't I

FUCK

Because I have to let her grow

I have to let her be her self

I have to grow as person as well

I have to let her go

But how the fuck do you do that

When this person felt like the most amazing Disney story ever played

Or the most intense novel of love

How am I to forget you Star

How am I to grow from this

How am I to let

Go