I ran into my room and slammed the door, falling to the floor. I buried my head into my knees as I sobbed. It felt like someone had taken my heart, ripped it to pieces, and stomped on it repeatedly.
I continued crying as I huddled into a corner, feeling like a complete failure.
Why me?
Why did he do that?
Why did no one stand up for me?
Why am I such a failure to everyone?
What did I do to make me deserve this?
Why did the Moon Goddess let this happen?
Why didn't I get the perfect pairing like everyone else?
I heard my wolf cry out in betrayal and pain, making me cry harder.
All I could see was the image of him kissing her over and over again playing through my head like a video.
I wanted to slam my head into the wall.
"STOP! STOP PLEASE, PLEASE please ..." I whimpered through my tears.
"Why Moon Goddess? WHY? WHY ME?" I screamed at the sky while pulling at my hair.
"You ruined my life, are you happy?!"
"I asked ARE YOU HAPPY?" I cried and screamed through the tears.
I lay on the floor and bawled my eyes out, feeling completely heartbroken and torn.
'Everybody around you eventually leaves. What's wrong with you?' a voice spoke in my head, sounding disgusted.
The sad part was that I felt the same way.
'Nobody wants you, heck even your mate rejected you.' I thought bitterly to myself, curling up into a ball.
It felt like hours as I laid there, crying my broken heart out.
'Rosie, you can't stay here.' I heard the warm voice of my wolf speaking to me.
I slowly pulled myself up, crawled into my bed, and closed my eyes.
The last thing I remember hearing was the sound of my sniffling and my wolf saying 'We will make him regret doing that, I promise you Rosalyn.'