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Chapter 7 - And slowly, Dorian begins to change.

For the first time in his life, Dorian dreamed that he had sex with another person than Finian, and he had no idea who the man underneath him was, pinned down on the bed. It was an Asian man, an omega, much shorter than himself and slim. Dorian had never been attracted to this type of body, he liked his men muscular and tall. But the sight of the naked man, made Dorian shiver with lust. His black hair went down to his shoulders, and he looked young.

Dorian was sure he had never been this horny before. He could barely control himself. The blond man wanted to ravage the man, dominate him, make him his. Everything about the man was beautiful, and he tasted his entire body. He tasted so sweet, like wood anemone, lily of the valley and violets. The omega moaned beneath him, and that made Dorian lose control over himself. He stretched the man's hole with his fingers until he knew he could fit and entered that tight space with one thrust. The man cried out in both pleasure and pain, and Dorian trembled, sweat pouring from his face. With every thrust, the man cried out, his lustful eyes locked with Dorian's, urging him to do more. Dorian didn't hold back, but he knew that he was too forceful. Dorian should have been more gentle like always, but he couldn't control himself.

Dorian trusted his hard member in the tight hole, repeatedly until the man jerked, with a scream of pleasure. Semen poured out on Shiro's stomach, and his hole got even tighter, squeezing Dorian. And that's when Dorian woke up.

He breathed heavy and was sweating. His cock was rock hard, it was almost painful.

Dorian moved a little and felt Finian beside him, his beautiful husband sleeping in his arms. The alpha immediately felt content, but still, he felt a lot of shame. He hated that he had dreamed of another man; he felt like a cheating asshole. Dorian hugged his man harder and kissed his neck, inhaling Finian's scent that reminded him of coffee and dark chocolate, his two favorite things.

This made Finian move a little in his sleep, his ass stroking Dorian's hard cock. Dorian shivered and could hardly keep his moan in. He put his hand on Finian's muscular chest and gently caressed the soft nipples with his fingers. Slowly stroking them until they got hard. This caused Finian to once again touch the hard cock with his buttocks. To hold in the groan, Dorian kissed Finian's neck under his ear. Finian tiredly opened his eyes, and he smiled.

"That tickles," Finian mumbled with a hoarse, sexy voice.

'So cute,' the light-haired man thought, kissing Finian harder in the same place. Finian moaned. He smiled, but Dorian could see that his eyes were still red and puffy. His heart ached.

"Good morning," Finian said, caressing his husband's cheek with his hand as Dorian continued to kiss him.

"Good morning, my love," Dorian mumbled between the kisses.

Finian pressed his ass against Dorian and said with a grin.

"You seem happy to see me."

"Always," Dorian whispered lovingly and sat up in the bed.

He placed himself over Finian and looked him straight in the eyes, Finian shivered over his husband's intense gaze. It showed a desire he did not recognize, and he became both insecure and excited.

Before Finian could comment on what he saw, Dorian kissed him so intensely that he had to catch his breath as Dorian then continued to kiss his neck, down to his chest. Finian trembled with desire, which filled every part of his body, and his member became stiff.

He let Dorian kiss him, and he enjoyed it. All thoughts from the previous night got blown away, and all that was there was the warmth of his beautiful husband and the pleasure he gave.

Dorian took Finian's nipple between his lips and sucked first gently and then harder. He heard his Finian groan with pleasure, and he licked the nipple eagerly. Dorian continued to put kisses along Finian's belly down to the edge of the black boxes, and the blond man slowly pulled down the garment. Dorian smiled when Finians hard cock twitched expectantly in front of him, and he took it in his mouth.

Finian's reaction was so strong, his moaning so appealing that Dorian had difficulty keeping himself from skipping the foreplay and going straight for the main act. But Dorian made himself calm down and enjoyed hearing how much pleasure Finian felt by his actions. It didn't take long until the red-haired man came, his whole body jerked, and Dorian swallowed the semen with a smile.

Finian lay exhausted beneath him, cheeks red and eyes shiny.

"You're too good at that," he gasped.

Dorian laughed and caressed Finian's butt.

"Thanks, darling, but I'm far from done. Is that okay with you?" he asked, fingering the opening to the hole.

They looked deep into each other's eyes, and Finian nodded.

"Please, I want you in me," the desperation was evident in his voice.

"And I want to be in you," Dorian said, reaching for the bottle of lubricant that was on the bedside table.

Dorian gently prepared Finian, who was shivering with pleasure. Finian felt that he was melting as Dorian removed his fingers and gently penetrated him. They became one, and Finian clung to his husband. It was more intense than usual, Finian screamed out in pleasure as Dorian trusted hard. Dorian had never felt anything like it; he was more sensitive than usual, and seeing his loved one enjoying himself because of him, made his hips move more eagerly than usual. He kissed his beloved, and whispered, his forehead against Finian's:

"You're my everything Finian. I love you; I love you so damn much."

Finian kissed him, tears burning in his eyes. Dorian's words meant everything to him. Together they reached the climax, and afterward, they lay in each other's arms for a long time without saying a word. None of them wanted to ruin the magical moment they had, none of them wanted to deal with the world outside. They clung to each other, in pure desperation. But reality did not care what the two men wanted and when Dorian's cell phone rang, it felt, to the both of them, as if something had come to an end.

Dorian answered, still with his arm around his beloved. It was from Elliot.

"How's it going?" his friend asked with his souse accent. Dorian heard that Elliot was in a car.

"It feels like I've taken way too many Jägermeister."

This made Elliot laugh.

"Thanks for the help yesterday," Dorian said with gratitude.

"So, Finian has already told you everything?"

"Yes, but I still have a hard time understanding it. It feels surreal."

"I understand that, and I'm really sorry for this, I know that is not what you need now, but we have a big fucking problem," Elliot said seriously.

This caused Dorian to let go of Finian, and he sat straight up.

"Is Finian there? Can you put it on the speaker? I think he must hear this too."

Dorian did what Elliot had said and put on the cellphone speakers.

"Finian, something has happened, and Elliot wants you to hear this."

Finian froze for a moment, his eyes filled with terror, but he nodded.

"Hello, Finian, have you been able to sleep?"

"Yes, a little. Thanks for yesterday, Elliot."

"No problem, mate. I'm on my way to the office now, but Katie wanted me to tell you to call her later when you can, okay."

Finian promised he would.

"Going to the office? Why? It's Saturday, we have nothing planned today?" Dorian looked suspicious. Something big must have happened for Elliot to agree to spend time away from his family voluntarily.

"Well, here I go. The Omega was Shiro Nakamura," Elliott said and got straight to the point.

Dorian froze, and his eyes widened. He heard Finian gasp.

"From K-records," was everything Dorian said, and Elliot knew that Dorian had understood the problem immediately.

"Have you contacted his manager?"

"Yes, and we will meet with them in an hour. But Dorian, you stay home today. This is all over the internet, and several TV channels have already reported it."

Dorian and Finian looked at each other with worry. This was not good, not good at all.

"Can you send someone?" Finian asked, his voice trembling.

"Yeo-Reum is on her way to the office with Jane, but Taylor's on his way to you with security guards. They'll be arriving within an hour."

It was quiet for a little while, then Elliot said in a weak voice.

"How do you want to handle this, Dorian? Do you want to cancel his contract? It will cost us a lot of money, but I think it's probably the best thing to do?"

Dorian glanced at Finian, and to his surprise, the red-haired man shook his head.

"Don't do it."

Dorian frowned in surprise.

"Are you sure, Finian? I don't want to have anything to do with him."

"Yes, the company is going to suffer, and you have worked far too hard to destroy it. We will manage this somehow."

Dorian heard that Finian was trying to be strong for his sake, and his stomach was hurting by the feelings of guilt and anxiety.

"You heard Finian Elliot, we're not breaking the contract. But make sure the omega understands that I have no plans whatsoever to either meet him or acknowledge that we are supposedly fated pairs. Understood?"

"Leave it to me. I'm at the office now. I'm going to record my conversation with Mr. Nakamura and his manager, and I'll call you straight after."

"Sounds good! Thank you for this, Elliot."

"Don't mention it, we're family. There's nothing I wouldn't do for my family."

They said goodbye, and when they had finished the conversation, Dorian grabbed hold of Finian's arms and looked him straight in his beautiful green eyes.

"You are everything to me, Finian. You are my life, and I will never leave you. I hope you understand this."

Finian nodded, but Dorian could see the worry in his beloved's eyes.

"And I love you. We'll solve this together."

"Like we've always done, right?" Dorian said, forcing himself to smile.

For twenty-six, they had been best friends; for twenty-two, they had been a couple. Dorian felt convinced that nothing would change. Finian smiled at his husband, but deep down, he knew that this would change everything.