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Chapter 16
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Because of that kiss, Moka didn't able to fall asleep this week. This feeling was like a teenage girl who first tasted love fruit. At night, He suddenly fell asleep and opened his eyes, then immediately remembered that night. Things, then smiled appeared on his lips and he hugged the pillow tightly to sleep again, the pillow is appearance of Chen Ge actually, so Moka's world caught off guard.
Every day, he was looking for countless reasons to hate Chen GE, but there are more reasons for like Chen GE more,No matter how Moka pushed it, he was still drowning mercilessly in the river of Love.
Mo ka collapsed on the sofa in the living room, staring at the number on his cell phone screen and thinking about it repeatedly. This is a contradictory and tormenting thing going on. If he will call Chen GE, he might hate himself because he is afraid of disturbing Chen Ge; but if he don't, then this empty feeling atmosphere will drive him crazy.
"Hao Shuai, what are you doing?" Moka asked to Hao Shuai who was sitting in the room with close door.
Of course, Hao Shuai can't say that he is watching p*rn, he tried to stabilize his emotions: "I don't do anything special, but can we talk after a while?."
"Why not talk now?."
Hao Shuai was busy at the moment. When he questioned by Moka,so he had to stop: "I am busy little, talk after that" but Mo ka continue shamelessly.
" Why you like Chen Ge?" Moka completely ignored what Hao Shuai said.
Hao Shuai was trembling with anger, he is busy but Moka still asking him these things.
"I am asking you!!!."
Hao Shuai, who was interrupted several times, finally lost his mood, he turned off the intense action movie, and vigorously opened the bedroom door: "Sometimes I wish I could strangle you by my hands."
"You have boner, you busy useless man."
"Yeah, so?, just asked me what you want?"
"I asked why you like Chen Ge?"
Hao Shuai pretended to touch his chin: "You can see why I like him with your own naked eyes. He is excellent in all aspects and has a gentle personality. It is simply flattering and impeccable."
Moka listened Hao quietly, Chen Ge wasn't gentle with him, so he had no reason to like him.
"And also, it's justifiable for you too to like him more, it only shows that your idea of liking a woman is not very strong enough, like me, I am right?." Hao Shuai made up the explosive words and blanked Moka's mind. . A butt stood up from the sofa and vehemently denied: "Who say I like him more?, don't just open your dirty mouth and talk nonsense, I was getting bored so I randomly asked you something about Chen GE, so It's mean i just like him? I just ate with him so I like him for a meal? I just hung out with him once, so I just like him? I just look at him few more times, so I just like him? I, I just want to treat him better, so I just like him? What the hell logic, I'm going to class." Moka said those things to Hao Shuai, but more than he was questioning to himself.
In the second class in the afternoon, Moka had no intention of glancing out of the railing after going to the toilet, He saw Chen GE and Suri together. Moka could only see Chen Ge's side profile, and that gentleness never belongs to Mo ka. He looked at Su Rui's beautiful face, a sense of inferiority crawled up from the darkest place in his heart, he wish now only one thing. It was just a kiss and It's only me who is confused and dizzy. Like a fool, he is a man, can I be a lover of Chen GE. If not then At least he must be stay close with him.
Who am i? just an ordinary person who doesn't earn a second look from people.[🤦🏻♂️💔 You are very beautiful]
An ordinary person who is living a normal life. If he think to stands in a place that is only for extra ordinary people, people will be laughed at him. Even if he likes the great chen Ge, who would believe him Chen GE likes him back , not even he belive that? Moreover, I don't like Chen GE either. I'm just too lonely.[yeah very true😑] Moka thought so, he looked at that direction again, and walked silently to the class room.
A person's emotions can be completely controlled by another person, Moka now fully understand this. What was teacher saying on the stage, Moka listening carefully, but not able to remember after seconds.
"Recently, the freshman Su Rui hanging out with Handsome god Chen Ge."
"I have seen it several times, should I let her take the lead?"
"Someone saw two of them together on Christmas Eve last week."
"Hell, I don't wanna share with anyone."
"He is very sexy, he is perfect husband material."
"I really want to be with Chen GE."
"Stop dreaming."
The girl who called Chen Ge that day was Su Rui. If it wasn't him to take what Wu Qiu Yang did to him and let him play, maybe he had already had a romantic Christmas with Su Rui. Think of it this way, I always insist on staying by his side.
Moka laid his face on the table and bowed his body, so uncomfortable. Wasn't he with a girl, how could it be so uncomfortable, Moka's heart twitched like a cramp.[don't be jelly😏]
For a long time, Moka smiled bitterly, admit it, such a painful feeling is like him.
It was really ironic until I saw him with other girls before I realized this feeling.
Moka, now in the basketball court, was so tired and so tired that he could go home after class this physical education class. Moka just wanted to go back to sleep, when a basketball flew over and hit his face straight, the basketball landed on his Nose By the way, Moka's nosebleed ran down a little, and there were laughter of girls echo and countless boys was around too.
"Are you active? do you wanna play or not."
"Really, I always thought he was a weirdo. Did you just see ? He Standing there like a fool waiting for the ball to hit him."
"It's not going to be hit by basketball. As for you, look at his complexion, wouldn't he just call him an ambulance, and laugh."
Moka awkwardly apologized: "sorry."
The teacher came over: "It's alright, you don't have to take this class, go to the infirmary to see a nurse."
Moka nodded and left with his bleeding nose covered with his hand. He didn't go to the infirmary. He didn't want to go anywhere. He just wanted to go home and sleep, and he wouldn't be hurt when he fell asleep. But God seemed to think he wasn't unlucky enough. When he was walking towards the school gate, he happened to meet Su Rui and Chen Ge. Moka now only hopes that Chen Ge hasn't seen him, but hopes are just hope.
"Hey, what's wrong with your face." Chen Ge looked at Moka who covered his nose with his hand.
Moka didn't speak, just walked away, but was grabbed by Chen GE, and he reached out to take Moka's hand away: "Let me see!"v
Moka pushed Chen Ge away: "Leave me alone." [He is hurt ,💔😭]
Chen Ge only saw Moka's face, the blood in his nose was still flowing down, Chen Ge's heart tightened: "Who did this to you?"
"Why do you care about me so much? No one likes me anyway, you don't have to pretend to care about me, I don't need your pity." Moka ran without looking back. He ran all the time, and he didn't want to stop until he had a stomachache. Even the elevator was busy. So he use stairs directly. The 19th floor was a long distance. Finally, he couldn't climb anymore. , Moka found a step and sat down.
"Who allows you to run away like this?" Chen Ge's voice followed, and there was a little heavy breath.
Moka was a little surprised that Chen Ge also following him: "You, what are you doing here?"
Chen Ge ignored Moka, grabbed his hand and dragged him to upstairs with him . Moka tried to break his gripped but couldn't break it: "I told you to leave me alone."
"If I don't care about you, then who cares about you?" [♥️]
"I don't want you to care, let it be on my own."
"Don't say such stupid things, why you have big mouth?" Chen Ge's voice was slightly angry.
For the first time, Moka saw Chen Ge so fierce. Moka didn't dare to speak anymore, so he was dragged into Chen's bathroom by Chen Ge and he washed the blood off his face.
"Put your head up and it will be fine in a moment."
"Umm."
Moka stood with his head up in the living room, looked at the ceiling, slowly calmed down, and took care of everything, feeling that he was too much a thing. Chen Ge did nothing wrong from beginning to end, he just don't like me, and I add all my emotions to him, and I get angry with him, obviously I can't let go of the illusions I had for him.
"If you run after me like this, Suri will have an opinion." Moka tried cautiously.
"It's her business."
"I heard..." Moka didn't know whether to say more or not.
"Say something."
"I heard that you and Suri are together."
"You believe it?"
"I don't believe it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter to me anyway." Moka showed an indifferent attitude.
"Since you don't care, I don't have to tell you anymore." Chen Ge's words were slightly displeased.
Moka smiled: "Also, you don't need to tell me about your private things, haha, you think I really want to hear it, then you think really wrong, I just stand in the position of a friend and just asking."
"Sometimes I really don't know what you are thinking." After a while, that kind of wounded expression change into a casual look, Chen Ge not know what to do.
"Yeah, what am I thinking?" Moka muttered to himself, and then looked at Chen Ge seriously, the words blurted out without thinking what he was saying: "Maybe I was thinking, I want to be special person of your life."
Mo ka also very shocked and Seeing Chen Ge's expressionless face, Moka hurriedly added the sentence: "Just kidding you, you fooled."
"I asked you to put your head up."
"Got it, don't have to be so loud, I am not deaf."
Moka looked up again and looked at the ceiling, and silently promised in his heart never to say those shameful words again, and never to expose my fragile feelings in front of him.
"Does it still hurt?"
Moka shook his head: "I can't feel the pain anymore." [💔]
•~End of Chapter 16~•