We hold each other for a while neither one of us wanting to let go but eventually i break away from her
"I want to ask you something" I say snapping us both away from our thoughts she nods at me waiting for me to further explain" I want to ask the council to see if they can recognise the items i was found with, I want to know who I am" I plead she looks at me for a moment before sighing
"if you want to then yes, we can ask them to look at them but don't get your hopes up baby" she says the worry of me being hurt by this clearly slipping into her voice, I smile at her and run off for a moment to grab my photo that I left on the table beside our bed and I run back to see her watching out the window and I know there's something on her mind so I walk up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist and I press my cheek against her back and for a moment she stiffens until she takes a deep breath before realising its me and she calms and turns to look at me.
"What's wrong Alex?" I question but she shakes her head before turning to face me and she presses a kiss on my nose which causes me to giggle but I don't press the issue any further because I know she doesn't want me too. I turn and take her hands into mine knowing she had people she had to see to about Alpha Zane and I didn't want to make any people mad at her so I look into her eyes and my heart hurts at the vulnerability running through my alpha mates eyes and I let go of one of her hands keeping hold of the other I take a step towards the door hoping she would take my hint and thankfully she does and we walk through the halls silently neither of us knowing what to say I had just shown something I hate to people I don't even know for the sake of vengeance but I'm not an angry person so I can easily forgive him but I think it is really best that my mate decides this because I don't really know, my thoughts begin to spiral and I barely notice that I'm sitting in a chair until i feel Alex squeeze my hand and I snap my head to her and give her a smile and she winks back at me causing me to blush and I fiddle with the edge of my dress as my face is bright red. She clears her throat catching the attention of the people in the room they look up at her but she simply nods at Blake who stands drawing the attention to him which I was quite grateful for.
"After speaking with Emmeline we have decide that Alpha Zane should be held accountable for his crimes of Abuse which go against the Councils Rules, We believe it would be best to for Alexandra to gather her forces and attack Alpha Zane without warning due to his packs loyalties and Known past of conspiring with rogues and any members of The Dark Crest pack who want to surrender and swear their loyalties to Astraea will be accepted" The other Council member nod in agreeance with Blake and Aurora's terms and he takes a seat nodding at Alexandra so she can continue with whatever is next she stands and looks at me before turning to them.
"My mate does not know who she is Alpha Zane told her she was found on the borders however this could be false due to the way she was treated. We would like to ask you to have a look at these things she has always had with her and if anyone knows anything like this tell us so we can find out who she is " They all crowd around the photo and the necklace and i turn to Alex and at that moment someone gasps but I can't see into their little circle to see who did so I turn back and sigh and I see Alex holding out her arms and i know what she wants so i climb onto her lap trying to find the comfort I need in this moment so i nestle my head into her neck resisting the urge to places kisses there. I snap out of my little daydream when one of the council members that I don't know turns
"We have each decide to take a photo of this and distribute it around our own packs to attempt to find the family of your Luna, Alexandra" he says respectfully and i mumble a thanks but i catch Blake staring at me and i can't figure out why but as soon as he notices he averts his eyes but furrows his eyebrows.
"Might I ask your age?" I see some of the other nodding and a few mumbles how that could help i look up and look at Blake whilst answering
"18" and it's like something clicks in his eyes because he will no longer look at me but rather excuses himself saying he has to go and deal with a pack matter. We say goodbye and not long after the rest of the council excuses themselves
(a/n the mood gets a bit heated in this part so if you don't want to read it it's not hugely important)
I turn to Alex who's eyes look far off and I stop resisting my urges and I start placing kisses on her neck and I let out a giggle as her head lulls back and she lets out a shaky breath and i kiss my way up to her lips and she growls as i attempt to fight for dominance but i feel her squeeze my butt and i jump gasping and in that moment she forces her tongue into my mouth and she lets her tongue roam and i let out a moan of pleasure and i pull back to breathe so she begins kissing down my neck slowly and i can feel her start to lose control as i can feel her teeth start to grow but i don't stop her and i whimper as she pulls back
"I'll mark you if i don't stop now Emmy " she says looking at me with darkened eyes and i know in that moment this woman is my forever as i say my voice clearly filled with arousal
"do it " she looks into my eyes looking for any sign of doubt and its clear she comes up empty as she slowly lowers her head t my jaw and starts slowly kissing down until she reaches my neck and she keeps licking and sucking my neck until she hits a spot that makes me grab onto her hair and push her face in my neck keeping her in that one spot as i let out a surprisingly loud moan.
"Found it " she whispers into my ear and it sends a series of shivers down my spine and im a panting mess by this point and she places a few more kisses until i feel her teeth grow against my skin and she opens her mouth around that spot and she sinks her teeth into my neck and i let out a small squeal of pain and i grip onto her shoulders and a few tears roll down my face but eventually the pain begins to hurt less as she holds still as her teeth were fully submerged into my neck and i let out continuous moans as waves of pleasure rolled over me as she drew her teeth from my skin and started to lap up the blood from around the mark. She pulls her head back and smiles widely at me but i let out a moan suddenly exhausted and she lets out a deep chuckle which has me shivering and she picks me up and carries me through the house into our room.
"Sleep baby Sleep "i close my eyes and i feel her climb into the bed beside me wrapping her arms around me pulling me into her chest and i bury my head once more into her neck and take a deep breath before letting the dark consume me.