Frustrations.
Anger.
Disappointment.
Brokenness.
That is what I felt sitting there in what used to be the dressing room of the women of my life. It was like a dream because this was the worst thing that could ever be real. It had to be a dream. The disappointment and hurt in Ryan's eyes did confirm the sad reality. One thing was sure though. While we sat here wallowing in what we all couldn't solve, time was going by and the party in the yard was not going to stop.
Everyone was to continue partying and being disgusting because if they stopped then there would be trouble. I didn't want anyone knowing how miserable and weak I was at the moment because such would never be good for business. I was getting frustrated trying to think of all the ways r even the places that they could have been taken.
However, with Jay, no one knew anything.
