As I was falling asleep, that guy came to my mind. I had this feeling like smth not really good was going to happen, but it can also be the reason that I have a weakness for blonde - curly hair guys with blue eyes, 6 ft 2 inches tall and full body muscles. He was "perfection",and my start with him sucked. Maybe I was a little to severe to him. He just wanted to sit next to me. I'm thinking of apologizing about that. Lets hope he will be sitting next to be again. I'm a total monster. 😕".
" As for the rose I think somebody must have entangled the bag.ROSES AND ME?? SOO FAR AWAY! I was concerned about Rob. He didn't tell me about his problem. I hope nothing is bad. Rob and I have been friends since 2 grade,the moment he moved next to my house. We have had a really good relationship since then. We've also shared a lot of secrets together. When we were like 14 he pretended to be my bf just so he could save me from Peter. He was like a stalker. He even invited me to the ball and asked me out sometime, just like it was a normal thing. Thank God he moved to another school. No one was obsessed over me any more. Sadd, but true though.
7:30 alarm keeps ringing
Mom:
" Cercy, for the love of the God turn that thing off. Can you please get up, like a normal teenager the moment your alarm goes off , bsc it's been ringing for half an hour noww. Come down immediately?! You are late for school. "
- Ok,mom,be down in a minute. I grab my stuff and go down. Breakfast was ready. Anna, my mom, is a perfect cooker. Those pancakes were so delicious.She has tried to teach me how to cook, but I'm just an impossible mission. I took my earphones and open the front door. I look down, and see a red rose and a note.
Inside the note was written :
"I'm waiting, love!!
I was shocked. I didn't tell my parents about it because I didn't want them to worry. I was wondering who could that be? First time I thought it was a mistake, but now I'm not sure. I'm going to tell Rob and Icy about it.
Rob:
"Good morning, Cerc! What is going on? You look worried."
" Hi, Rob! Smth happened this morning!! When I opened the front door I saw a rose and a note. I think it was for me. I also found another one last night. This person keeps writing and sending these to me. I have started to worry! "
Rob:
"Really?! Thats so weird! I wonder who could that be? I bet its Peter. He never gave up on you anyway."
"Rob, stop joking!? It's not so funny! I hate stalkers."
Rob:
" Come on! It's just a rose. There is nothing to worry about. SO what are you going to do today?? I heard that a new Chinese restaurant is opening today. We should probably pay a visit. I DON'T remember the last time we ate sushi. So what do you say?"
"I don't know! Maybe we should go. Let's take Icy too."
Rob:
"Okk, as you say! Your word is a order to me!" 😂
"Robb, you're a bad ass! I almost forgot.The other day you said that you wanted to say something. Tell me now! Nothing is bad right?!"
Rob:
"Well, its not so good either. My parents are divorcing."
" What?? Why haven't you told me?? I'm so sorry! Are you Okey?"
Robin:
" I'm good. Deep down I knew that was coming. It is probably for the best."
" I don't know what to say, Robin. It's going to be fine. I'm here whenever you want. Just know that."
Rob:
" Thanks!! You're the best!
Ohh, I almost forgot. Icy will be a little late today. Her car had a problem. "
" Oww, okey. "
We arrived at the school in time. My first class was math. I knew Leticia would be there. Den, too. He was good at math. He used to help me, a lot when we were together. I really miss him. He was such a good guy. We are not even friends anymore. All bsc of Leticia fault. She is full of misery. I walked into the class and saw that guy again. I was really happy that he was there. I had learned that forgiveness speech very well. I stared walking straight to him.He was listening music. I guess it was Metallica cs the volume was too high. He looked so charming, sitting there. I gathered my powers and talked to him.
"
" Hi,it's me again. "
How are you? I just wanted to say sorry about yesterday. My reaction was a bit to much. Just, so you know I'm not like that all the time."
"Its fine." - he replies
" Btw I'm Cercy. You are...?"
"I'm Liam. Liam Meriç. I know my surname it's weird but..."
"Don't worry Liam. Soo are you sitting next to me today or I frightened you too much yesterday?"
Liam:
"Come on, beasty girl! What do you think am I?? A cat?? 😂😂😂"
We had a really nice conversation afterwards. In fact he was a really nice guy. While he was talking I was in another universe. His voice was like music to me. I could hear him all day without interrupting. I knew, he was the one.Butt knowing what a stupid person I am, while he was talking, I asked him out.
"Liam, would you like to go out? I am visiting the new Chinese restaurant with my friends. You can come if you want."
I could see the look on his face. I felt so embarrassed. How can I ask a guy out. I am starting not to feel my self anymore. Liam changes me. I can not think clearly when I'm aroumd him. I had heard from my mom about those stomach butterflies but I never thought this could happen to me.
Liam:
" Ahh, okey. Why nott??!"
I was so happy that he accepted. Best day of my life until now.
" Well. Okey then. 2 pm??? It's ok for you?"
Liam:
" Sure."
I couldn't wait till 2 pm.I was so happy. After we finished school I got a text from Rob telling me that he couldn't come. He had a problem with his family I guess. I didn't see Icy at school either. It seems like its going to be just me and Liam.
I was waiting for Liam at the front door of school. I saw that he was coming. Those butterflies were with me again.
" Liamm, I'm here." - I shouted.
" It s hard not to see you", - he replied.
I was screaming inside me. My heart was on fire. Was that a compliment??💌
Xoxoxo
Its me again.
I hope you like the second part. Leave me your comments about what do you think it is going to happen nextt.
Lots of love💜💜
E. B