Rose's POV.
Shattered, devastated, heartbroken..
At that moment I felt like the wind was knocked out of me.
I couldn't breathe..
I felt like everything was closing in on me.
I felt like I was suffocating..
I didn't know weather to laugh or cry.
My emotions were all over the place to be honest. I actually had to cut the call with Chelsea so I wouldn't sob in front of her. Worst thing I couldn't even talk with anyone about all of this stuff that has been happening lately. My parents would kill me, like literally. I knew now I was going to suffer alone. What is Chelsea going to do also about all of this? It's not in her hands.
It was night time when this happened. That night I cried my eyes out, sobs ripping from my chest. I did not sleep a wink. I wish my eyes would close so I would think it's just a nightmare, that nothing's real, that it's all a dream. I didn't realize when my eyelids fluttered close. I didn't realize when I fell asleep.
The next morning..
Opening my eyes everything that happened the previous night hit me like a ton of bricks. I realized that it was all real.
It's all real..
It's over..
Liam & I.
We're done.
There's no longer an us.
There will be no us ever again..
His getting married.. His starting a new life with Kate by his side. They will have a family together. They will grow old together. They will be together always.. I didn't notice but I was crying, again..
So it starts..
The heartbreak...
Enjoy my lovelies..
Lots of love,
Dia..