Kinam's perspective
I am not considered to be the most extroverted man there is. In fact I am more of an introvert. I have only a handful of people who actually know me well and even a little number of people know what I actually feel like actually that would be only two people . One would be my mother who always knows about my moods and knows how to deal with me and another one is my best friend Aiden. Aiden, that power house boosts my energy.
My life has been pretty lonely recently .
My girlfriend has broken up with me . It's not that I am sad or anything. It's just that there is a little empty feeling. We never connected on any emotional basis. She was just there but I still do appreciate her presence and company that she has given me .
But I guess we were never meant to be.
Or maybe love is not for me . And I think what we had was more of an attraction rather than love. I think I need to stop thinking about her! We both have moved on.
The breakup was mutual.
I need a walk to calm myself down. This is a weekend but why don't I have any work to keep myself busy as usual?
Well, I don't know actually. An work addicted person as everyone says , I roll my eyes at this though. It is just that I don't know what to do other than work .
Nothing is interesting in my life to tell you the truth. Nothing seems to spark that fire in me to live. Sometimes I feel why am I even living for?
Maybe the answer would be my family .
Yes I love them a lot but my heart is numb and no I am not heartbroken because of my breakup. It's just a feeling, or maybe I am depressed. I need to see a doctor or my life would be hopeless.
I don't know what is missing in my life?
Maybe some adventure or some adrenaline rush. Or maybe I haven't figured out my life's mission. Or maybe I haven't done enough work . Still clueless about the void in my heart.
If anyone would watch my life from outside they might think I have a somewhat perfect life. I am an heir to my father's companies. And more perfect for those who know the k side of me.
I have a happy family, well a very happy family.
I should feel blessed and I do feel so too but I don't know what is wrong with me!
Maybe staying alone in the apartment was a wrong decision after all.
I need to get out of here. I need a walk to calm my overthinking mind a little.
With this thought I got ready to go to a nearby park. I really need to refresh my mind.
I arrived at the park and started walking and enjoying the road.The view is serene and the air is also very refreshing.
But it is also compelling me to think about life. Okay kinam let's observe the surroundings . And get some distraction!
At two o'clock there is a family of four , enjoying their picnic.
There are a few couples busy in their own world being all mushy and mushy.
And few children are playing games .
Some people are walking their dogs.
For some reason I am not a big fan of keeping pets. I don't know how to keep them, they are a headache. And keeping animals is really demanding on my part.
Anywho I am not bothered with it .
Animals are not a big fan of me either. Maybe they fear the devil in me. I don't want to destroy their innocence with my devil presence too. So it is best for me to not have a pet. As if any one would get close to you kinam. I became a little busy reprimanding myself.
Thinking all of these in my free time is really annoying, brain why don't you shut up for a second! Now I am being a talkative soul like Aiden. Gosh! He is indeed influencing me . If I spoke like I do in my head and add even twenty percent of what I think, people might find me an extrovert or a crazy man .
Oh my goodness! I myself don't know how I got here!!
This part of the park, I have never been here before. This little passage I never knew existed before. How did it get here?
Since I am here why don't I just just explore it. It's not like anything is going to happen?
With this thought I stepped ahead and started looking at things.
There is some ancient or wierd language written on the walls of this stone. Is it a showpiece decoration ? Maybe it is who knows! Shrugged my shoulder with this thought.
It might be a stupid decision of me to explore these cave like tunnel. Just like those silly characters from horror movies that are always made fun of by those movie reviewers. Who knows!
But my curiosity is at its peak to know and see beyond this .
There are a few paintings here too .
These paintings are more like symbols.
"What are these symbols? "
Maybe someone painted it for fun.
Why am I even thinking about these?
I am being such an over analyser !
With this thought I turned around but I suddenly heard a sound.
Like any other stupid action of mine and those horror movies characters I am trying to walk closer to that sound. I guess curiosity kills the cat after all . Speaking of cats , look who I found here!
Oh no, it looks like it has some problems.
Should I let this little guy be here? Or take it to the vet ?
I looked at this cat which is now looking like a figure made of mud quite literally.
I think it met with some accidents.
Let me take it to the vet.
With this I took the little one and sprang to the vets , hopefully nothing is seriously wrong with this one.
I took him to a nearby vet's office.
The doctor is checking him to find any injury .
After some time the doctor came and sat down . I asked him, is the little guy alright?
"Mr Levy , first of all it's a girl and secondly
It might have been abandoned by someone or fell down from some place high but there is nothing to worry about. It is just tiring. Nothing serious. But I do recommend you to keep it to yourself or under someone's care. It is a rare cat breed to find in the world in recent years. They are quite an expensive breed too. They are needed to be protected .
This breed is called Turkish Angora. It is an ancient breed . It needs to be protected. As many animal traffickers are always looking for such rare animals .
I just don't understand how it got here. Was it a trafficking or someone might have abandoned the cat but what kind of person would do that to abandon such a beauty but there could be another possibility of it running away. But to be safe , it is best you take care of this rare gem of a cat. I will inquire about it in our vets association. Till I find some news please take care of her .It is an intelligent breed. And are very close to humans and it itself choses it's human. Maybe you could be that lucky person. But remember every cat has its own personality. So don't be surprised if it acts a little different."
"I am going to give her proper vaccines so that you and this lady here do not have much problems in the future . You can pick her food from us too.
Please do call me or bring her here if you have any questions or problems regarding her health in the future." Said the doctor.
" Okay" is all I could say.
After that I brought this little lady home, who is still sleeping, not caring about the matters of the world . I felt a little jealous of her peace but at same time watching her brought out some kind of affection in me.
Guess, we will be struck together now.
Let's have a good bond, little lady. I should choose a name for you now.
What would your name be?…. your name should be ...