I exited the dressing room trying to move as elegant as possible to give the dress the look that it deserved.I was so side tracked until Mikey looked at me with a look of amazement in his eyes, a smile slowly creeping onto his face
"Titania you look like a goddess." His words caused a deep blush to heat my face, my eyes casting downwards as I was caught by surprise.
"I am not wearing heels so let's get either vans or converse shoes and go I hate malls"
I lied I love malls and he knew that and that's why he does this because he knows I can't afford it very often. He smiled nodding. I quickly changed out of the dress being careful of the gems that scattered it. He quickly took it up front to pay refusing to let me see the price tag, going on about how it's his treat. After a while of looking for appropriate shoes settled on old fashioned high top converse shoes even with his protests that I should be girly for just one night and wear heels. Heading back to the car Mikey suddenly grabbed my hand dragging me into this lingerie store insisting I would need it if i met my mate. Standing there I felt like a child who was breaking a rule, Mikey completely unbothered by all the lace and frill surronding him as he casually talked to a worker about what "cuts" would fit my body type best. They settle on a cut and color without a single word leaving my mouth, Mikey guessing my size when I refuse to help him with his silly plan.
We stopped at one last store before finally making out way outside, a tech store that specilized in top of the line cell phones. He bought me a phone something I've never been able to afford before and put his number in it just in case. I was gonna miss him if I found my mate and he was from another pack. I guess I will find out tomorrow. Females traditionally travel with their mate to their pack once they met, leaving everything they've ever known behind. Another stupid rule and tradition I've never agreed with. I once got lectured for speaking out of turn about it in front of an older pack mate when I was very small.
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Yay I'm 16 and still a virgin. Literally nothing has changed since the day before. It feels just like every other day. Oh wait I'm 16 and I'm probably going to be rejected by my mate if I find him tonight wooo. All day yesterday I felt a sense of dread. Today is even worse in that regard. I feel utterly terrified, my heart pounding in my throat and fear twists my stomach into knots. Mikey promised he would help me get ready today, trying to ease my nerves with a promise of a "gift". He made sure the stuff he got me yesterday was also in a suit case or should I say suit cases that he got me. Goddess, his kindness is going to kill me one day.
He came and helped me apply the makeup which you guessed it he bought. Made sure that every strand of my hair was straight, reaching to my waist,when it was all done he pulled out a box. It was his gift to me for being there for him always, at least that's what he claimed but in his eyes i could see it was a possible goodbye present. For a second I traced the delicate velvet box before clicking it open, the necklace inside was a fire opal gem as the main back. A silver front piece engraved to show the gem underneath was craved into the shape of a lone wolf, the eyes two toned much like my own. Emerald and sapphire polished to a shine.
I was about to cry when he looked at me saying, "Please don't cry, you'll mess up my masterpiece Titania."
He slowly removed the box from my shaking hands, unclasping the delicate clasp that held the loop together placing it around my throat as I laughed.
Placing a gentle lingering kiss on my forehead before leaning his on my own he whispered softly, "I am going to miss that laugh."
He knew I wasn't his mate.If I was we would have known at 12am today. I was ready to go and hopefully prove them all wrong.
Tonight I was going to find my mate. And finally succeed in the eyes of others.