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Chapter 7 - Our Little Secret

Jin-Ae's POV:

I don't know how long I can do this! Why did I go to Blue Moon (the club) on a school night? My eyes lids felt heavy and I was on the border of dreams and reality. What the hell is this teacher yapping about?!

"Lee Jin-Ae!" announced the teacher as I quickly sat up straight and looked at the confusing numbers and symbols on the board.

Number... numbers... oh there are a few letters... and symbols...

"Yes Ms?" I replied while stifling back a yawn.

"Can you tell us the answer to question C?" She asked impatiently as my eyes shot towards the board and I searched for the question.

"Erm... the answer is..."

"We don't have all day!" she yelled as I flinched at the sudden loudness and high pitch.

"A is 193, B is 231." Whispered Ha Joon since he was next to me.

"Ummm B equals 231 and A should be 193...?" I answered innocently and the teacher smiled proudly.

"I knew my star student wouldn't be able to get this wrong." She whispered to herself before asking other students.

What is with people and their expectations?! Why can't I just be treated like other students and just play video games all day?!

"Thanks." I whispered to Ha Joon and tried to hide my rosy cheeks with my hair.

"Anytime." He replied with a grin.

"Hey Jin-Ae. Watch this!" whispered Seojun since he was sitting next to me as well.

Ha Joon on the left and Seojun on the right.

"What?" I asked in confusion since I was totally unaware of the scenario about to play out in front of me.

"Ms, my stomach hurts." Said a girl while clutching her stomach painfully and her face grimaced.

"Oh dear, come come follow me. Students, please behave yourselves and be quiet while I take her to the nurse." Said the teacher before she left with the student.

And five... four... three... two... one...

"WE'RE FREE!" yelled Seojun in excitement while I burst into giggles.

Everyone stood up and walked over to their friends' place and chatted non-stop. They closed the doors and two people were assigned to keep a look out.

"You planned this?" I asked in disbelief and Seojun nodded with his signature smirk.

"It'll be fun! Come on, I heard someone brought a few games." He said while taking my hand in his and leading me away from Ha Joon and to a corner with a group of people playing a few games.

"Sup Seojun?" asked a boy which didn't look familiar but gave me a bad vibe.

"Nothin, just chillin' with my girl." He said as he wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me against his chest.

"You look familiar! Oh I saw you and that boy over there at the club yesterday night." Said the boy as a shiver ran up my spine when he pointed at Ha Joon.

"Maybe you've mistaken me for someone else. What club did you go to?" I asked nervously.

"Blue Moon." He said as I hid my panic and smiled instead.

Ha Joon was curious at my slight discomfort and walked towards us with wide eyes filled with worry.

"Hi, I'm Park Ha Joon." He said with a bow and the group looked at us all suspiciously.

"Erm. I'm... just call me Vince." Said the boy as the others followed and introduced themselves.

" We are part of the Yakuza mafia. Just a smaller branch in this area though." Said Seojun softly into my ear as I tensed.

Yakuza... the gang which murders you if you leave... the gang full of criminals, thugs, and thieves and all of them are murderers. Seojun was with them?

"B-But..." Seojun cut me off by putting a finger to his lips which signalled that we would talk about it later.

"So, what was my best friend doing with my girlfriend at the club?" asked Seojun as his face became cold and his eyes darkened with anger.

"N-Nothing! We just happened to run into each other." I said.

Seojun gripped onto my chin and forced me to look at him. My chin was hurting with the force and pressure, but he didn't care as he brought his face closer to mine, but stopped just a few centimetres away.

"Are you lying to me?" he asked as he studied my face and scared expression.

"N-No." I stuttered out as I looked away and saw that the rest of the gang was holding back Ha Joon.

One of them held his hands behind his back while the other pointed a small sharp knife at his neck and his other hand covered his mouth. The rest of the class was busy outside playing a game, no one could help us now.

"Look at me!" demanded Seojun while banging his fist onto a near by desk, making me flinch away from him in fear.

"Are you scared of me?" he asked as he gripped onto my shoulders roughly and made me look at him.

There is no way this is Seojun...

"Y-Yes." I answered as I bit my bottom lip and held back my tears.

His eyes softened more a moment and I saw worry and uneasiness flash in his eyes and his grip loosened.

" I'm sorry." He said as his hands wrapped around my body and pulled me into a hug.

I heard him sniffling and felt something wet drip onto my cheek. I let my arms find their way around him and snake across over his waist, I let my hand rake through his hair and let him sob onto my shoulder.

"It's ok. I forgive you." I whispered next to his face and his sobs became harder and louder.

"We'll see you tomorrow Seojun-ah. Don't forget to bring your gun." Said Vince while him and the rest of the gang left the classroom.

Ha Joon shook his head in disappointment and disbelief before leaving the class.

"I-I just got angry b-because I-I thought you were lying a-and you and H-Ha Joon-ah" began Seojun through sniffles, but I cut him off.

"We're just friends. It was a coincidence we met at the same club at the same night. He was performing." I explained as Seojun chuckled.

"He was stripping in front of everyone?" he laughed as a warm feeling pooled in my core and butterflies took flight in my stomach.

"No way! It wasn't a strip club! What kind of girl do you take me for?!" I laughed as he smirked and placed a feathered kiss onto my cheek.

" The sexy, cute, lovable kind." He said as his hot breath fanned against my cheek and my face reddened.

Did he just say he loved me?! DID HE ACTUALLY ADMIT THAT?!

" Really?" I asked seductively as I ran a finger down his chest and felt him shiver in response.

"Y-Yea..." he said quickly while trying to hide his reaction to my touch.

"Ok thanks. Byeee!!!!!~" I said quickly as I jumped out of his grip and ran out the door.

I ran through the halls and ignored the screeching noise which my shoes made against the grey ceramic floor whenever I made a sharp turn. I could hear footsteps behind me and panting. Screw being a golden gal, I'm a baddie now and I don't give a fu** whether I look like a crazy person being chased by a serial killer right now. I let my laughter escape my lips as I panted and continued running. I came to a corner, a dead end and I quickly turned on my heel, but felt my back slam against the wall.

" Gotcha." Chuckled Seojun while I realised that one of his hands was resting above my head and the other was next to my face. He was blocking anyway of escape and his body was extremely close to mine.

"Who would've known Lover Boy would be almost as fast as a girl on the track team?" I asked innocently as I tried to ignore his body subconsciously moving closer to me.

"Who would've known the Nerd would forget about the rules and run in the hallway. Not to mention the screaming and laughing as well." He smirked as his face moved inches closer to mine and I felt his minty breath touch my red warm lips.

His body pressed against mine and my hands found themselves lost in his hair as I was pressed further against the wall. His lips left a trail of kissed down neck and stopped at my collarbone and I felt my knees weaken. My legs wrapped around his torso and his hands held my hips tightly and balanced me as his lips found their way back onto mine. His tongue grazed along my bottom lip and a gasp escaped my lips as he explored. My hands lazily looped around his neck and I angled my head so that I could deepen the kiss. We broke apart panting and he rested his forehead against mine before landing a chaste kiss onto my lips.

" To be continued." I said before landing myself back onto the ground and walking away.

"Such a tease." I heard him grumble from behind me as two muscular hands wrapped around my waist and brought me back to him.

His hands lowered and traced along my hips and down my thigh, but stopped just below my skirt as I shivered at the sensation. A hand snuck up my skirt and slightly tugged on my underwear and that is when I realised what he wanted, but it wasn't something I wanted... not yet...

"We're going to be late to the next class if this continues." I chuckled nervously while stepping away to distance myself from him, but he pulled me back and started kissing the back of my neck.

" Can't we just skip? It'll be our little secret." he complained huskily with dark eyes filled with lust.

"Look...erm... I just don't really want to..." I mumbled as his kisses and nibbles stopped.

"You don't want to have sex?" he asked, and I noticed a small trail of disbelief and annoyance in his voice.

"N-No. I don't want to. N-Not right now." I said as I turned around to see his facial expression.

He looked surprisingly calm, but there was anger swirling in his eyes. He was like a ticking time bomb...

"Oh ok. It's fine, I guess you're not ready, but that's fine." He said as his grip loosened and his hands fell to his side.

"T-Thanks for understanding. I-I have to get to class." I said before walking away.

" Bye." He called out and I waved back at him.

***

I walked back to the classroom to find Ha Joon standing outside, fiddling with his fingers and looking nervous.

"Erm... Hi?" I greeted and he spun around and pulled me into a tight bone crushing hug.

"Are you ok?" he asked as he suddenly pulled away and hid his bright red cheeks.

"I'm fine." I replied before going back into the classroom full of clueless and unsuspecting classmates.

I'm fine... but I'm actually not. Why did Seojun act like a totally different person? That scared me... I think he was angry because he wanted me to have...

Seojun's POV:

I leaned back onto the wall and reminisced the events which happened today, but one thing didn't make me happy. All the girls would do anything just to get a kiss from me and yet when I want to have sex with Jin-Ae, she declines. This is just embarrassing; does she not trust me enough? Or is she just saving it for that bastard Ha Joon...

Well, this does it, there is no way I'm waiting for another year before she can finally trust me. But I'll see how she acts at prom; I'll try giving this one more chance before saying hello to my locked away player personality.