But what can he say? Zhang Jiren knew that he wouldn't be able to give her a valid reason why he prolonged hiding his identity from her. When he first found out that he was her twin brother, his fear that she would reject him and deny him caused him to keep his distance from her and chose to only look at her from afar.
The short time he spent with her during their highschool years was enough for Zhang Jiren as the following years were spent catching up with their father while keeping their relationship a secret from the Zhang family.
If it hadn't been for the need to keep things under wraps despite constantly watched by Zhang Xianzhe, he was sure he wouldn't hesitate to approach her. This was exactly why even after Tang Moyu had come back after she finished her studies and later returned home after her 'exile', Zhang Jiren had chosen to remain in Beijing, keeping his distance from his twin sister.
