Raijin POV
[After introducing myself to everyone I went to the balcony, to cry, why? Because I miss her... I miss her so much... I wish I could meet her... But then again.... I know she would hate me.... For what I did.... I got her killed because of me...]
I felt the cold wind of the night though my skin
"This world is so cold...."
{Hey Haiki, are you going to cry again? No matter how much you cry I will never forgive you, for what you did to me....}
I looked behind me to see my princess with a bloody katana sticking out of her stomach.
"I know that.... I'm sorry...." more tears dropped down my eyes.
{Saying sorry won't do anything Haiki, you already killed me. Well.... Maybe I could forgive you... By jumping off the balcony....}
I looked at the rails of the balcony
"..." I stared at it intensely.
{Look there, climb the rails and jump, jump Haiki, and maybe I could forgive you.... A life for a life..... Do it.} My princess coldly caressed my face.
"..."
[I should.... I need to.... So princess would finally Forgive me.... wa-wait no! I.... I have to live for my kingdom...]
{Not with that shit again! for your kingdom?! hah! you think this is yours?! you maybe a princess but this world is fake, its all fake! everything you can see here is just a shitty game that you made me play!} My princess yelled at me.
"I'm... sorry..." I told her.
"Cold...." A voice said behind me said
"Huh?! How long were you there?!" I yelled and looked behind me, it was Nikami
"Ah? I just got her-" The girl looked at me
"Pri...prince Raijin?" She looked at me shocked
Her kind emerald reflected the moonlight
[She reminds me of Hameru.... No! Hameru will never be alive... I killed her!!] I shook my head.
"Go away!" I used my sharp Blue eyes to glare at her, though I was still crying
"Why... Are you crying?" She asked me
"Its none of your business now go away!!" I glared at her again
[What the hell?! Why isn't my glare working?! That always works!! You're supposed to be scared!] I thought confused
"With all due respect Prince Raijin, I think it is my business. After all our precious prince is crying.... Now... May you please answer me?"
"Tsk.... Fine..." I looked at her, visibly annoyed
She smiled gently
[Why.... Does she remind me of princess....?]
I looked away blushing "I... I have this dear friend of mine.... I love her dearly.... I loved her more than anything in the world... One day something happened that made her get.... Hurt.... And... I deeply regret it...." I bite my lips in frustration
[Princess.... I'm sorry.... For everything....]
"I see..... Can I have her name?" She asked politely
"Hah?! Why?!" I glared at her again
"I just wanted to know this girl who you loved dearly, I am simply curious...."
"Oh... Well.... You will never meet her.... But... I guess I could tell you her name...." I said, a bit annoyed
"Very well..." She looked at me emotionlessly
[She really is Nikami... That poker face of hers... Of course she's not my princess.....]
I stared at the moon, longing for my princess smile.... Laugh.... Touch....
"Her name is..... Hameru, Hameru Matasoto... My princess...." I looked down crying
"Eh? Me?" She said
"What....?" I looked at her very confused
"Hai.....ki? Is... That you?!" She teared up
"Princess....?" I thought out loud, looking horrified
"Haiki! I-" Before she could even finish her sentence I ran away, crying even more
[Why?! Why did I have to meet her?! She hates me so much she cried!! Why?! Why?! Why?! I should have just jumped.... Now I have to suffer her hatred....] I arrived at the garden, being tired of crying I sat down a nearby bench
[...I... I don't wanna see her... I... I can't.... she hates me..... I know she does....] I looked down and cried even more
{Of course I do, why didn't you just jump Haiki? You could have just suffered less, you could have just ended it all} My princess coldly hugged me from behind
{Haiki... Haiki.... Haiki....}
"HAIKI!!!" The cold hug suddenly became... Warm....
"Eh?" I was confused to what just happened
"Please.... I... Missed you so much.... Wh-why did you run away from me...?" She cried on my shoulder, still hugging me from behind
"Yo-you missed me....? Bu-but don't you hate me?!" I made her let me go and faced her, tears falling down my face
"Huh?! Why would I hate you...?" She looked worried
{Of course I hate you why would are you asking me that} She looked really disgusted
"But I killed you!!! Remember?!!" I cried even more
"It wasn't your fault you know that!"
{Yes I remember of course I remember, the person who killed me!}
The two of them overlapped each other and I felt my head hurt...
[Two.... Two of them? Why are there two princesses? Which.... Is the real one....? Ugh.... My.... Head... Hurts.....]
Nikami POV
Suddenly Raijin held her head and kept groaning "ughh..... Who.... Is.... The.... Real.... Princess....?" Her Eyes growing dark
[The real princess? Don't tell me... She has been hallucinating?!] I stood there shocked
"Haiki! Since when did I ever hate anyone?! Moreover! Since when did I hate you?! I will never hate you Haiki!! Because I love you! I love you Haiki! And no person would hate someone they love!" I walked up to her then hugged her
"....eh?" She sounded confused
"Haiki.... Please.... Understand.... I-I don't wanna see you hurt because of me.... That girl that you.... I am your princess! And you better listen to your princess! Listen to me!" I yelled
"E... Eh?" She looked up at me her tears slowly stopping
Seeing her crying I cried too
"Hey..... Why is my Knight crying?" I took her hand and held it.... I held it tightly like I was telling her that, I am here everything will be fine
"I-I'm... Your knight...?"
"Yes, you were always my knight Haiki, you always protected me.... Even back then.... You protected me..." I wiped off her tears
"So thats why... Please don't cry.... It makes me more sad seeing you cry..." Tears dropped down my face
"I... I am so sorry for being so stupid.... Princess" She smiles to me
"Its alright.... My knight.... Now go back to protecting me okay?" I held her cheek on my right hand, and held her hand on my left
"Yes, of course!" She smiles brightly
"Now thats what I wanted to see!" I stopped crying too and smiled back at her