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Chapter 4 - Ch 4 Trust in progress

Next Sunday morning came to light, Patrick woke up with a broad smile on his face.

His mom asked him,"What happened why are you smiling."

"Am I smiling?" and he tried to feel his face by hands and saw that he's really smiling. He asked himself,"What happened to me;Why am I smiling without reason." And he sundered the topic, telling his mom,"Maybe today'll be my luckiest day that's why I'm smiling."

He brushed and started studying. And mobile notification rang.

He checked the cell phone and messages for his mom. And got instinct of Peter. Thereafter he admitted to that dating app.

There were many good mornings, hii, hello, etc etc from many IDs, but he ignored them and opened Peter's Profile. And he fealt little awkward after previous day's questions.

Then he read Peter's profile's about section.

He read first line, 'Sex seekers keep out.'

He thought, "I hope my yesterday's conversation won't create a sex seeker's image in the eyes of this guy."

Next line he read which was of Emojis,'๐Ÿšฑ๐Ÿšฏ๐Ÿ”ž....' Hardly he thought,"He has same mindset like me,"๐Ÿ˜ŒThen Peter found Patrick online and texted:

#'Good morning ๐Ÿ˜Š'

*'Good morning ๐Ÿ’•'

#'Did you got someone special๐Ÿ˜…'

*'Nope๐Ÿ‘ˆ'And Patrick ruminate,"Why is he asking me that question, I think I had cleared him my reason for coming over here."

#'How was your sleep?'

*'Very Good and what's about yours.'

#'Excellent'

*'Are you a homosexual? As we're on a gay dating app'

#'No, a bisexual. My ratio to straightness to homosexuality is 1:1.'

*'Mine is 1:8 may be'

#'Means you're more homosexual.'

*'Ya right๐Ÿ‘'

*'Actually it's my Sex ratio ๐Ÿ˜…'

#'๐Ÿ˜‚'

*'But for attraction too it's applicable.'

*'Just last year, I tried to propose a girl. In same order , I deposited a letter along with a guitar keychain. But when she found it, she handed it over to our class teacher. Luckily, my name wasn't written on it; but just a hint for for who am I, helped her to identify me. And she told it to my class teacher. Thereafter, my class teacher asked me about it, I persisted, that no mam it wasn't me, I couldn't do it at all. And due to my innocent image in her eyes, she believed me. ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‰It was the most fearful memory in school.'

#'So rude of her.'

#'But my innocent guy got saved.'

#'Same thing happened to me, when I tried to write a letter but my parents saw it. Somehow I came out of that situation.'

*'My mom too discovered me while writing that letter but I said her that it's a surprise gift for her. And I had to gave her a surprise gift later.'

*'Teachers, I can handle but parents they are hard for it.'

*'Do your parents know about your bisexuality.'

#' No, till now they think me to be a straight as my attractions in front of them are towards girls.'

*'I can't even show my parents that I'm a straight too, they just want me to love studies, not any girl, and about loving boys I don't think that they'll get that concept๐Ÿ˜‚.'

#'Ya! You must love studies, in fact they must be your first priority. I broke up with my girl friend because we were getting out of studies cause of our relationship.'

*' You are so caring ๐Ÿ’•.'

*' My crush in tuitions, got the instinct that I am having a crush on her, after that she started giving me attention. But now I am ignoring her just for Goodwill of both of us.'

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That second dayโ€”both of them got in a very long chatting. And they concluded that most of their interests, are same. They chatted as if they know each others, very long before. And for Patrick, a conversation with a distinct guy, it was a very new experience.

And slowly slowly, Patrick felt comfortable and protective chatting with Peter, due to their common interests and manners.

At the end of this chat Peter informed:

#' I'm leaving this app.'

Patrick fealt a little heart break. His hands shaked before typing. But he continued

*'I can understand you are getting disturbed b'cause of this app and somehow me. And you must, because studies are important. And by the way you have very important examinations after 2 months.' He wrote something incomplete.

Peter presumed himself,"Not you Patrick, but others. My work here is over now but for you it's..... ". And he cut himself, "Oh no, what am I talking about.". But his face seemed to be melted which was projecting his heart.

#'Do you have any other social media app.๐Ÿ’•' And it placified Patrick's heart break's initiation .

Patrick wrote like a thunderstorm

*'Ya, Instagram @___________'

#'Okay, we'll meet up on IG then'

Patrick, who was bad at short cuts got confused on 'IG', but got afterwards.

Peter followed Patrick at instagram. And hardly he did so; Patrick too followed him and messaged:

*'Now we are here'

*'But don't get distracted because of me, cause you are having examinations too after two months.'

#'No there isn't anything like that.'

#'I'll soon message you'

#'1111111111111111', Peter send his mobile's number too, to get connected via phone.

Patrick checked Peter's IG profile and he shockingly got the name Peter over there.

It was confusing as well as shocking for Patrick because he thought that Patrick's name was Adrien as he got that name on that dating app's profile.

So to confirm Patrick asked in excitement.

*'Your name is Peter right'

#' Peter Andrew Robert Bragg'

And Peter contemple," What a bastard I'm; didn't asked this guy his name too."

#' Send me your phone number, I'll save it.'

#' Because, even I am gonna uninstall IG'

"Pโ€”Phโ€”Phone number," Patrick murmured and sounded hesitated.

And it had reason too. Since he don't have his own mobile number but his mom's. And also believing someone just in 2 to 3 days that also the one who was from a app full of frauds; was very fearful for Patrick, since he don't wanna let anyone of his family about what he was.

The projection of Peter saved in his mind was much good than that of others; among all, he meet on social media, in fact it was better than most of the friends he have in real.

After the discussion with his mind angles, white one won.

Shaking hands he texted:

*'222222222222'

*' But it's my mom's, so please understand.'

#'Yeah, I understand.'

Peter got offline for some time. So meanwhile in those thoughts, Patrick start exploring the Peter's IG's post.

*'What's the name of the church where bride-groom are there.' Patrick questioned on one of the Peter's post.

#'Which one ๐Ÿ˜…'

*'Your second most post, where you are standing with that married couple.'

#'It's SFS CHATHEDRAL.'

*'Oh'

And Peter surprisingly exclaimed ,"He don't know!"

Then leaving heart๐Ÿ’• and smiles๐Ÿ˜Šfor each others, both of them left.

Then Patrick googled the name of church which Peter told and then he terribly surprised on the result, "What!?!? It's the most important church of my city and I don't know about it. Even I asked this to Peter."

Chewing the cushion he regretted,"What will people think about me, that I don't even have local knowledge toooo..... Well, it's the fault of my parents since they don't drive me out for fun or masses; other than mom's tiring and boring shopping once in a month."

Night got more darker but both of the mobile addicted teenagers didn't slept. And they collapsed on the same dating app they meet.

#'Aren't you asleep.'

*'No, and you.'

#'Same here not a single trace of sleep. By the way what are you doing?,

*'There are near about 90 people who messaged me in half an hour, so just was addressing them.'

And he sent Peter it's screenshot too.

#'Oh your fan following is really very big.'

*'Nothing's there like that. Most of them are the type of people eager to see me on their bed. You know.'

#'๐Ÿ˜‚'

#'By the way, in the screen shot you sent, my name is saved as LOVE.'

Patrick's heartbeat got doubled.

*'No it's not like that.'He blushed.

#'Does that mean.... 'Peter asked like a pervert.

*'Just for identifying you directly, I did it. Not any other motive.'

#'I too saved your name but PATRICK'

*'Actually,I didn't knew your name, so I did it.'

#'Okay.'

#'But'

Peter was typing something but suddenly for avoiding topic, Patrick questioned:

*'What's your favorite subject.'

#'Mathematics'

*'Really? It's my most weak subject.'

#'Why?'

*'Actually, because of Trigonometry, I didn't took it seriously when taught in tuitions and now it become my weak point.'

#'But Trigonometry is very easy, it's my favorite topic in Maths.'

*'Maths was my favorite subject in highschools, but in course of 8 months it turned to be my worst, just because I was over confident about it and ignored it's study.'

#'Don't worry,if you have any doubts asked me without hesitation I'll be available for you anytime.'

*'Thank you for your concern I'll asked you when required.'

*' By the way in which tuition you're in?'

#'Horizon'

*'Okay.'

#'There too was a boy named Patrick. Some boys use to tease him by calling him transgender. And because of that he got isolated from the class. And also used to sit alone. But I felt pity for him & befriend him. Indulging myself in his isolation and preventing him from those tease. After being close to him he admitted me that he's a homosexual. And after that he used to suck my penis.'

Patrick read half of the message and got furious on those teasers.

*'I hate those people who tease the weak ones just for fun. And arbitarily question on other's gender.'

*'In fact when I see anyone doing this act; I just ask them to check in their private parts first before questioning other's.'

*'It's really very fiendish of those people. They don't even think that their act hurts the victim.'

#'Calm down, Calm down.'

*'Sorry, I get narky after thinking about it.'

#'Same with me.'

*'Okay let it be and drop the topic here.'

Then calming himself,Patrick read another half of the remaining message and suddenly split out after reading the last sentence,"So lucky." He was confused why he said so.

"What does he wanna tell me?....... I'm feeling like exchanging myself to someone close to him. But why?........ Am I that much trusted, that he tell me things like that?"

Many exaggerated questions arose in his mind. Leading to a grand confusionโ€”in short terms.

#'Are you there?'

*'Yes'

#'And you know when he used to suck, none of his teeth used to touch my penis.'

*'My friends too say it to me. In fact they says that I seem to be a porn star to them in terms of licking.' Jealousy was seen here.

#'Oh that's great๐Ÿ’•'

*'By the way what's your size?'

#'6'

*'6 cm?'

#'Noooooo You reduce it to short.It's inches.'๐Ÿ˜…

*'I know.Just was kidding.'

#'What's your size?'

*'4-5 depends on my mood and my place. But I'm not satisfied.'

#'It's common. Since you're in growing age it's natural.'

*'If it's the fact then-OK'

#' I'm getting dizzy now.'

#'So Good Night Baby ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’•'

*'Ya Good Night'

*'See ya๐Ÿ˜Š'

#'๐Ÿ’•'