It's been a week and 5 days since I've came here in this school. And what I've got were just an insults. What would I expect? I'm just a fly, they're butterfly. I'm a commoner, they're elites. They all have a level in life, from a well known family...while me? I'm just nobody.
Medyo tinanghali ako ng dating ngayon sa school kaya nag aapura akong umakyat pataas ng - - - *boogsh*
"Sorry, miss."
"Sorry" I didn't bother to look at that person coz I'm in a rush. Strict ang teacher ko ngayon kaya ayokong malate. Dumiretso agad ako sa locker ko and I was literally shocked O.O
My locker was...shit! It was totally destroyed. Sira ang lock nito and some of my notebooks were on the floor and there are blot of footsteps in it. My P.E uniform were hanged at the side and it was totally dirty at mukang ginawa pang basahan. This is really a shit! Wait! - - My book! O.O hinanap ko ang aklat ko but the heck! It isn't here! That was meant a lot to me! Arrrrrgh!
Gusto Kong sumigaw! Gusto Kong manakit! I want to....I really wanted to disappeared from this world! But I just took a deep breath holding my tears while my fists are close, pinulot ko ang mga gamit ko and put it back in my locker. Nagmadali akong pumunta sa room. Kung kanina ay takot akong malate, now I don't care at all. But fortunately, it seems like there's no classes today. The teacher isn't even here.
I saw xyrhyll and that fake lashes girl sitting in front talking to each other, laughing together. So, I drew near them.
"Oh! The beggar has already arrived. Kaya pala biglang nag iba ang smell ng surrounding." As usual, everyone chortled over this shitty little thing.
"What do you need? Why are you here? Your chair was at the back" - xyrhyll
"Have you seen my book?"
"What? No. "
"Give. Me. Back. My. Book." I said. Because there's none other than them who would take it. Sila lang ang may kayang gawin yun.
"Uh! Excuse me!" Napataas naman ng kilay nilang dalawa
"C'mon please! "
"Duh! I'm not your mother and
... I never dreamed to have a beggar daughter like you! Chupeee! Wag mo kaming hanapan ng notebook mo!" Fake lashes girl shouted at me disgustedly.
"You're making me loose my patience guys...JUST GIVE ME BACK MY BOOK!!!!" Hindi kona napigilang sumigaw and that caught everyone's attention. IDC!
"ANO BA!!" Xyrhyll pushed me dahilan para mabangga ako sa table na nasa malapit sakin.
"Xyrhyll please...."
"ARE YOU NUTS? BINGI KABA OR BOBO KA LANG TALAGA? SINABI NG WALA AND NOTEBOOK MO DITO DIBA? AND TO TELL YOU, WE DON'T HAVE A BIT INTEREST SA NOTEBOOK NG ISANG KATULAD MO! AREN'T YOU ASHAMED? WE COULD ALSO BUY BOOKS MORE EXPENSIVE THAN YOURS! KAYA PWEDE BA! TABIIIII!!!" Tinabig nya ako at inapakan pa ang paa ko. I closed my fist in disbelief. Ugh! I've never seen myself in this kind of situation.
"Are you looking for this?" Napalingon ako sa nagsalita.
A guy with piercing in the ear was holding my book at winagayway nya pa sa likuran habang nakangisi. Shit! I never expected it. I immediately walked towards him para hablutin ang aklat ko but he passed it on the guy beside him. What the!
"Accusing someone without a proof, makes you looks like a goof. I axiomatically remembered that line of yours miss and... it frustrates me when you did it yourself."
"I don't have time for shits. Just give me back my book..."
"That's great! But today, I have time for shits!" He said and smirked. Kukunin ko sana ang aklat ko run sa lalaki pero pinasa nanaman nya sa isa nya pang katabi.
Ugh!
"C'MON! I'M NOT PLAYING AROUND!!" Sigaw ko. Hinagis naman nung lalaking nasa pinakadulo ang aklat ko at sasambutin ko sana ng maharang nitong lalaki nato at sya ang sumambot.
"DAMN! WILL YOU PLEASE STOP THIS SHIT!?" They laughed.
"Okay fine! Fine! But lemme show you something great first." He smirked and open my book and O.O
"WHY THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE!?"
"Hahahah! Obviously, I cut each page and wrote lines, circles and other inside. Don't worry walang nabawas dyan, nagupit nga lang.." Nagtawanan naman sila ng mga kasama nya. And even the students inside. Tss! BUNCH OF SHITS!
"Oh! Hey! Cheer up miss! I've just returned to you and did the same on my chair.
"HA! ARE YOU REALLY THAT MORON? IT WASN'T ME WHO WROTE SHITS ON YOUR TABLE! I JUST SAT THERE AND DID NOTHING!!!" Sigaw ko. At sa sobrang lakas nun ay malapit ko ng tusukin ng ballpen ang pasingkit singkit nyang mata. Ugh! Why do I always need to be in this kind of situation like clearing my self up, proving myself inosent but NO ONE cares to believe.
"If I told you that it also wasn't me who cut those pages of your books, would you believe me? You're lying if you said yes. Then that's fair!"
I gave him a bored look yet vexatious.
"Do you know how much I treasured and cared 'bout this book? BUT YOU JUST RUINED IT! YOU'RE SO HEARTLESS!!! DAMN ALL OF YOU!" *boooogssh*
I punch his face hard.
He held his nose and - - "Shit!" He exclaimed when saw a blood.
"You shit- - - *bloogssh* Without considering my gender, he pushed me hard that made my head bumped on the chair. Shit it was metal and it hurts. Nagulat yung iba samantalang tumawa naman lang ang iba.
" Xheann!!" That asshole was about to draw near me but Femme stops and blocked him
"Rant stop it! She's a girl! Stop these - - - ouch!"
"Get lost!!" Bigla nyang tinulak si Femme
I tried to stand up though I'm a bit dizzy. I smiled.
"Femme stop. You're just wasting your time. Just let him do the gays thingy, these are only what the gays can do, right? Let just wait him to pull my hair and slap me - - - " bigla akong napaupo. Shit I'm feeling more dizzy! I felt a liquid running down from my head. No! Please!
"Xheann!! I'll bring you to the clinic, no! Let's just go the hospital - - -"
"No. I can do it on my own. I don't need any help from you. Like what I've said, pare pareho lang kayong lahat dito! So, stop acting like an angel!" And I started to take my leave.
I get my hanky and wipe the blood from my head. Shit! This is crazy! I can't even walk straight. Everything is spinning. Everything started to become blurry and I just felt myself lying on a cold floor.
Why's everything so unfair? .... Like why do men are stronger than women? Funny! My life is unfair! People are so damn unfair! Is everything really this unfair huh? Even my self, my emotion! They're so unfair!!! Is there any thing left fair in this world? Damn! I felt a warm liquid Ooze from my eyes as I close them. Yeah! I prefer to close my eyes than to looked at the spinning surrounding, hoping that if I do, everything would turned out to be good when I woke up...but I prefer not to woke up..
"Miss!!!!!!!"